Tuesday, May 11, 1999
“Emotions/The Death of a Loved One”
Participants: Mary (Michael), and three new participants: Luanne (Inez), Marj (Grady), and Ted (Cara).
Elias arrives at 10:17 AM. (Arrival time is 18 seconds.)
ELIAS: Good morning!
TED: Good morning, Elias!
LUANNE: Good morning!
MARJ: Good morning!
ELIAS: Welcome to new essences this day!
TED: Welcome to our home! (Elias chuckles) We have a few questions we’d like to ask you.
ELIAS: Very well. You may proceed.
TED: I would like to know my essence name and family associations.
ELIAS: Essence name, Cara; C-A-R-A. (pronounced cär’ä) Essence family, Sumari; alignment in this focus, Ilda.
TED: Gramada family association, and Ilda is the other one?
ELIAS: No. No, Sumari/Ilda.
TED: Thank you very much, and for Luanne?
ELIAS: Essence name, Inez; I-N-E-Z. (pronounced i-nez’) Essence family, Sumafi; alignment, Milumet.
TED: What was the alignment?
TED: And for Marj?
ELIAS: Essence name, Grady; G-R-A-D-Y. Essence family, Tumold; alignment, Zuli.
TED: Okay, Elias. I think I’ve identified some previous or simultaneous essence focuses of myself, and I would like to confirm some of those, if I could.
ELIAS: Very well.
TED: I’ve picked out a male in the 1400-1600’s time frame, a pilgrim in your area of the country, in New England. I’ve also identified a South American Indian girl who was sacrificed at the age of twelve. I’ve also identified an American Indian in Central America who I believe was married to Luanne, who is with me at the present time, and we had seven children, and that was in the 1300’s. I’ve also identified a woman in New Jersey in the 1800’s who was married to a man named Jackson, and her name was Sarah. And the last one I found was a slave in Rome. Can you verify any of these?
ELIAS: You are correct in your connections with each of these focuses. I shall express to you that the first focus that you have identified would be within the time framework of early 1600’s.
As to these other focuses, I commend you upon your efficiency in your connection!
Vic’s note: Here, the dogs start barking, obliterating Ted’s next question, but since he taped and transcribed this session himself, he has filled in the gaps, so to speak. Thanks, Ted! I’m really glad you taped this also, because your voice is barely audible on my tape. I guess there are no accidents, eh?
TED: Okay, Elias. I have also had what I believe to be out-of-body experiences, but they are very short in duration. Could you explain that to me?
ELIAS: Let me express to you that within your projections, the reason that you are experiencing briefness in these experiences is that you are allowing yourself temporarily to be connecting with this type of action, but you are also not wishing to be separating from your body consciousness for extended time periods, so to speak. The reason for this action presently is an uncertainty within yourself as to the safety, so to speak, in disconnecting yourself, in a manner of speaking, from your physical body consciousness.
Now; I express to you that in certain aspects, there is an element of concern in this area – or what you would term to be reason for concern – for you may be projecting away from your body consciousness for a limited time framework, but if you are projecting away from your physical body consciousness for an extended time framework, you shall be disconnecting what you term to be the life force from your body consciousness, and therefore would be disengaging.
You are not engaging this action for a time framework that may be threatening in this area, but in difference to other individuals that may be limiting their action within this type of experience of projections, you are not limiting yourself in the response to fearfulness as much as you are creating this snapping back, so to speak, in an uncertainty as to the time framework that you may be allowing yourself to be removed subjectively from your objective body consciousness.
Now; I express to you that you may be allowing yourself the knowing objectively that you may be engaging this type of action for extended time periods. You merely need be remembering objectively that once you have disengaged your subjective awareness from communication with your objective body consciousness for ten hours, you shall be initiating responses within your physical body consciousness to be disengaging. Are you understanding?
TED: Yes, I’m understanding. (Pause) Luanne and I have been playing with a Ouija board, (Elias grins) and we have contacted an essence that calls herself C9. Do you know this entity? (Pause)
ELIAS: I may be accessing information as to this essence. Let me express to you that the focus of essence that you are connecting with objectively focuses itself within a different dimension physically, but engages playful activity in accessing its own awareness of other-dimensional realities. Therefore, it is also experimenting in projecting its conscious awareness through dimensional veils and has allowed itself an openness and an awareness to be accessing what you may term to be a “portal” which opens into your particular dimension and is allowing a communication through this particular board.
Let me express to you that these tools that you engage within this physical focus through consciousness serve as a type of beacon, in a manner of speaking. In this, as you engage playfulness with these different types of tools, what you are accomplishing is projecting outwardly through your consciousness an openness which creates a window within consciousness that may be accessed by other areas of consciousness and may be viewed, as I have expressed, as a type of beacon, that they may hone into their awareness and therefore allow themselves to be connecting with you in a type of communication that you shall be understanding.
TED: Okay, I understand that. My next question, Elias, is that I believe that I have encountered a probable self that was a school teacher in the western part of this country. I tried to talk to him and communicate with him, but he was fearful of meeting me and would not allow any appointment between he and I. This person looked like me, had very similar traits to myself, and even drove the same kind of car and had the same type of wife. Can you comment on that?
ELIAS: Let me express to you, in the interaction concerning probable selves, many times a probable self of you may be more receptive objectively to another individual and interacting with them than it may be to interacting with you.
This type of interaction many times is creating of a type of apprehension and fearfulness, for be remembering that a probable self is a projection of an aspect of you. Therefore, a probable self is a creation of you, an offspring, so to speak, of yourself, and this offspring of yourself does not necessarily hold an objective awareness of the information that you avail yourself of.
This is not to say that they may not subsequently acquire this type of information, but they do not hold an objective awareness of all that you hold in awareness, for you are projecting outwardly from yourself, in a manner of speaking, an aspect of yourself that you wish not to be experiencing necessarily in your particular focus, but allow that aspect of yourself to be projected into its own being.
Now; it is not its own essence. It is an element of you, but it is within its own reality and it is creating of its own reality and creating of its own choices once it is projected. In this, as it may be confronted with the mirror image of itself, this may be creating of fearfulness within it, for it does not hold an objective understanding of the interaction. Therefore, there may be more successfulness, in your terms, in interaction with these probable selves if you are engaging another individual and allowing them to be interactive with that probable self.
Now; let me express to you, this is not to say that it is impossible for you yourself to be interactive, but it may be more difficult and it may be requiring of more time framework and your patience and acceptance, for the individual shall not necessarily be accepting of your expression for a time framework ... until that moment that it chooses to be trusting of the situation and not viewing that this shall be harmful to it.
The reason that these probable selves experience this type of fearfulness is that the confrontation of yourself with them threatens their individual identity, for underlyingly there is a subjective awareness that you are the same, that you are of the same focus, and in this, there becomes a blurring of the distinction of individuality and identity. This may be overcome in continued interaction, but it may be requiring of more time framework than would be necessary were another individual to be encountering this probable self.
TED: Okay, I understand that. Thank you very much.
ELIAS: You are welcome.
TED: Elias, one last question that I have is, I’ve been reading all of your transcripts that come through the electronic mail system, and I’ve just been very busy trying to accept some of my belief systems, or some of the birds in my belief system cages. I would like to know if I have done any of that, any accepting.
ELIAS: Let me express to you that although individuals, yourself also, have not yet accepted the entirety of a belief system, I shall express that you are moving in the direction of accepting aspects of the belief system.
Therefore, I express to you and to other individuals that you are accomplishing – in your addressing to certain aspects of belief systems – the acceptance of some of the aspects of these belief systems.
Your indication to yourself that you have accepted an aspect of a belief is the point in which you may genuinely experience that it matters not, and in this, you shall find yourself not responding any longer to that aspect of a belief and it shall not be affecting of you any longer. It shall not disappear, for you shall hold an awareness of the subject matter, but you shall hold no responsiveness to it, and any other individual’s response to that aspect shall matter not to you. You shall disengage your reactions to these aspects. Are you understanding?
TED: I understand that fully, Elias. Thank you very much.
ELIAS: You are quite welcome, and I am acknowledging of you in your movement.
LUANNE: Okay, Elias. This is Luanne. I just have a couple of questions. In our conversations with C9 on the board, she’s given me the information that this will be my last focus in the physical, and I’m wondering if you can give me any information about what might be ahead for me in the nonphysical?
ELIAS: Ah! I express to you that you are correct, in that you are designated as the final focus.
Now; in this, let me express to you that in your terms, as you are looking forward, this movement into nonphysical areas of consciousness is entirely your choice, as to which direction you may be moving in. There are endless choices before you in countless areas of consciousness for your exploration.
Be remembering that you are within a continual state of becoming, and in this becoming, you are continuously exploring self within consciousness and creating new areas for your experience.
In this, you move into an exploration of aspects of transition presently and near futurely, and beyond those explorations within transitional areas, you are presently creating probabilities to be interactive with different physical focuses from what you may term to be a nonphysical vantage point within Regional Area 3, offering helpfulness to different focuses that hold within physical dimensions. Therefore, there shall be a bridge, so to speak, offered in communication between these areas of consciousness of Regional Area 1 and Regional Area 3.
LUANNE: Thank you very much! Then I just have one more question. How am I doing as far as accepting my belief systems now?
ELIAS: (Chuckling) Requesting encouragement in the area of your movement! That be how you are doing! (Still chuckling)
I express to you that your movement is being accomplished perfectly, within your focus and within your attention.
I express to you also that you may be offering yourself more information as you turn your attention more fully to your own acceptance of self, for you continue to hold certain areas presently in which you express a lack of adequacy to yourself, and in this, you are pushing within yourself to be “better.”
I express to you, it is unnecessary for you to be better, for you are already better, for you are already wondrous!
In this, I suggest to you that you draw your attention more fully in the area of examining those elements of yourself that are not quite acceptable to you yet, and allow yourself to view that all of the colors of you are equally as bright and as wondrous and as acceptable as any other colors of you! I am encouraging of you in this area.
Be not concerning yourself so very intensely outside of yourself and with other individuals, but be turning your attention to self and allowing yourself the same expression that you extend to other individuals. Are you understanding?
LUANNE: Yes, I do. Thank you very much.
ELIAS: You are very welcome.
MARJ: Hello, Elias. This is Marj. I don’t know where to begin. You use such beautiful words! I did have a question. I had talked on the board also, and I had asked what my color was, and it turned out to be a fuchsia color, I was told, and I was wondering if that’s the same as what we know as our aura, and what is the significance of each?
ELIAS: I express to you that an identification of color is, within physical focus, an identification of what you may term to be an overall expression of vibrational quality that you emit, in a manner of speaking.
In this, yes, it is connected to what you term to be aura, what I express to be your energy field, which surrounds you, which is generated by your energy centers, which are held within your physical body and are creating of the direction of your body consciousness.
In this, each of your energy centers moves in harmony to each other and are projecting a particular color vibrational quality outwardly, which creates your energy field that surrounds your physical body.
In this, certain energy centers may be radiating the color vibration quality more strongly than others, and therefore the color that dominates your energy field shall be the vibrational quality of that particular energy center which is radiating most strongly.
In this vibrational quality that you have expressed, your energy center which dominates in radiating color quality vibration to your energy field would be that of the pink energy center. In this, as it radiates strongly and may be influenced at times by your purple energy center, it creates the color tone or vibrational quality of what you visually attach to as a darker pink color, that which you term to be fuchsia.
This is expressed in your allowance of this particular pink energy center to be radiating outwardly, as this – in conjunction with your intent within this focus – holds a type of calming energy that is affecting of other individuals as they approach you physically and encounter your energy field. This be the reason that you project this particular vibrational quality in this particular color.
MARJ: Thank you, Elias. The man I was in love with, or still am in love with, was killed in an accident last month. I would like to ask you, when I chose this particular focus, did I choose it with the knowledge that I would lose him unexpectedly?
ELIAS: This is an interesting question, and may be informative to you and to other individuals.
As you choose to be manifest within this physical dimension, you also choose what we term to be a pool of probabilities. Now; in this pool of probabilities, there are not actual probabilities that have been created and have been chosen, so to speak, but merely the potential for certain directions and certain probabilities, for each probability is created within the moment, within the now. Therefore, the reality that you choose may not be expressed before it occurs.
In this, you hold an awareness as you enter a physical focus of the potential of all of the probabilities within the pool that you choose, but this is not to say that you may indeed actualize each of those probabilities or be creating each of those probabilities within a particular focus.
Therefore, in response to your question directly, no, you did not create manifesting into this dimension knowing or with the aforeknowledge that you would be engaging relationship with this individual and that the individual would be disengaging within the moment that they were disengaging, although you did hold an awareness of the potential for this action. (1)
In this, at the moment of engaging relationship with this individual, you also entered into agreement with this individual to be allowing yourself to participate in relationship and in shared experiences, that this may be beneficial to you.
Now; I shall express to you that you may be engaging this pink energy of yours – that you generate so very efficiently – inwardly as well as outwardly, and this may be comforting to you in soothing what you experience as hurtfulness within your emotion, for you hold a great ability to be expressing this calmness within that particular energy vibration.
Let me also express to you that this experience has offered you the opportunity to be understanding experientially of many emotional qualities that are associated with disengagement within this focus.
Many individuals are and shall be experiencing difficulties in this area. You are creating movement within this shift in consciousness of turmoil and upheaval, which lends to an uncertainty within individuals, and therefore they cling to the familiar. One of the areas that they cling to is each other within physical expression, and within the disengagement of an individual within this time framework, there is a heightened emotional responsiveness with many individuals.
You allow yourself the opportunity to be individually experiencing this type of situation, that you may also offer understanding to other individuals – objectively and subjectively – that are experiencing very similar emotional upset, not merely in the situation of disengagement, but also in any area that may be expressed within extreme emotional response.
Individuals are creating of intensity presently within emotional responsiveness to many different elements of your reality, and you may be helpful, not merely to yourself but also to other individuals, in holding an understanding of this emotional expression.
I express encouragement to you and a reminding of you that you are not separated. You are merely choosing to be engaging different areas of consciousness, but the veil that you perceive to be separating of you is very thin, and as you draw upon the energy of this shift in consciousness, you may be loosening that veil and you may be penetrating of that veil and interacting with that individual in continuation. This action also shall be helpful to yourself and to other individuals, allowing yourself to view that in reality, there is no separation.
MARJ: (Sighing and whispering) Oh, Elias....
ELIAS: (Chuckling) I offer to you much energy, for I hold an awareness of the emotional experience that you hold presently. Therefore, I offer to you comforting, and you may also draw upon my energy, and with your expression of your pink vibrational quality, you may incorporate the vibrational quality of the energy of blue from me, and I shall offer comforting also.
MARJ: (Emotionally) Oh, thank you so much.
ELIAS: You are very welcome.
MARJ: Elias, in the first week or so, two weeks maybe, I was very, very much aware of his energy. I even saw him. But in the last week or so, I don’t have that feeling. Is it possible that it’s still happening and I’m just unaware of it now?
ELIAS: You are correct. I express to you that this is quite common within physical focus. As you experience certain emotional expressions that you term to be painful, you choose to be moving away from these expressions and experiences, and in a manner of speaking, numbing yourself to these experiences, for you have labeled them negatively in your identification of painfulness.
I express to you that you may offer yourself the opportunity to view these emotional experiences quite differently, and in this, you may welcome this emotional expression, recognizing that this is your continuation of connection with this individual and provides you the window of communication and reception of communication from that individual.
MARJ: So in other words, I should welcome the pain and not worry about it, not try to push it aside?
ELIAS: Let us express to you that you may be viewing this expression slightly differently and not labeling and associating this experience with painfulness, for I express to you that any of these emotional qualities, in how you identify them, may change instantaneously.
You may alter your perception of an experience within emotional qualities, within one moment being an association with negative qualities, and within the very next moment, you shall associate within a positive awareness.
In this, I express to you that these expressions of emotional qualities that you hold are neither positive or negative. They are neither good or bad. They merely are, and [in] allowing yourself to view the opportunity that they present, your perception may alter and you may not necessarily view these expressions as painful any longer, but as an opportunity for you to be opening that communication, for you are allowing a clear channel, so to speak, within consciousness of pure emotional expression, which is an opening in this physical dimension to interconnectedness.
MARJ: Is there something I can do that I’m not doing to help this?
ELIAS: Merely allow yourself a relaxation of your energy, and also allow yourself an acceptance of your experience, that it matters not how you choose to be expressive of yourself. Each of your expressions are true and genuine to self within the moment. Therefore, do not be attempting to be denying of any of your expressions, for this is merely an influence of beliefs and an acceptance of the projection of energy of other individuals that may not necessarily be entirely accepting of your expression, but this matters not. YOU be accepting of you, and allow yourself to be expressing freely in whichever manner you so desire.
MARJ: Thank you.
ELIAS: You are quite welcome.
MARJ: I have a question that’s a little bit lighter. (Elias grins) I don’t know what Ted is going to think of this one, but.... Elias, Luanne and I have been told in the past that we’ve each had over 600 past lives, and we were told that Ted has only had 35 or so, and many more of these in other dimensions. I would like to ask you, were these other dimensions in our world or other worlds?
ELIAS: Other-dimensional focuses of which you speak presently are held in what you may term to be outside of this particular physical universe. In your terms, you would express these other focuses to be quite alien to you, or in other terms, extraterrestrial.
I express to you that these are merely sideways dimensions to your own, and I may challenge you each also to be exploring of these dimensions, for you may be accessing these focuses in these dimensions as well as you may be accessing the other focuses that you hold within this dimension.
I also express to you that the information you have drawn to yourself in this area is correct. You may be expressing to yourselves that you are “old souls,” so to speak, but I express to Cara that you may be “in the middle” – not necessarily what may be termed to be a new soul, but not an old sage either! (Chuckling, and laughter)
ELIAS: Ah! The crystal ball! (Chuckling, and laughter)
MARJ: But I was wondering if you could tell me about my mom. I’m in the stage of my life where I’m going to have to make some decisions. I chose before I lost Hal to care for my mom. I wanted her last days to be wonderful. I also have a reality of making a choice where my job is concerned and what I’m going to do with the rest of my life now. Everything is so different than what I thought it was going to be. Is there any advice you can give me?
ELIAS: Ah, expectations! Are they not so very limiting and surprising to you?! You hold expectations of your reality and you limit yourselves to the experience of that reality, and as you open to new elements of your reality, you find that your objective expectations are not necessarily accurate!
I express to you once again that this also is an area in which you may be turning your attention to the acceptance of self, recognizing that you are requiring of your OWN nurturing presently.
In this, as you allow yourself to be more accepting of self and your own expressions, you may also lessen certain elements of your own creation of conflict and confusion.
I shall be reminding you to be concentrating within the now. You lean in the direction many times of projecting futurely. I express to you that this merely adds to your confusion and to your creation of conflict. Therefore, concern yourself within the now, attending your attention to self – not outwardly, but to self – and allowing that nurturing quality that you hold to be expressed within yourself.
There is an aspect of your thought process and emotional expression presently that is wishing that this nurturing expression be offered to you by other individuals. I express to you that you may be much more efficient in offering this to yourself than other individuals may be in offering it to you, for you are knowing of yourself much more intimately than are they in objective terms. Therefore, you may be providing precisely the expression that you are desiring of if you are turning your attention to self and not preoccupying your attention with the expressions of other individuals. (Pause)
MARJ: I understand. Okay, I have one other question that I would like to ask you.
ELIAS: Very well.
MARJ: Do we have to forget everything each time we choose rebirth? I mean, when you like, say, die for the 400th time, do you immediately say to yourself, “Oh, I’ve been through this before,” or do you have to go through that same lengthy time of letting go of your present belief systems?
ELIAS: (Chuckling) I express to you presently that you are engaging a misconception!
MARJ: Oh, okay!
ELIAS: As you choose to be remanifest, it is the choice of the entering focus as to whether they shall be disengaging objective memory of other focuses or not. I express to you that you carry an influence of belief systems through all of your focuses. Therefore, they are not forgot[ten], and the experiences of other focuses are not necessarily entirely forgotten either.
Many, many focuses allow much bleed-through of energy into their focus and hold great objective awareness of the other focuses which are experienced by essence. It is merely the choice of each focus as to the types of experiences that they choose to be engaging, and therefore which elements of objective memory they shall engage also.
I express to you that within this time framework, more so than within other focuses of essence, you hold tremendous ability to be allowing much bleed-through of energy of all other focuses into this focus and may be accessing experiences and information of all of your other focuses much more easily, for the action of this shift in consciousness facilitates this action and lends to your individual widening of your awareness.
If you are not holding objective memory of other focuses that you hold within essence, it is for the reason that you choose not to be remembering.
Now; let me also express to you that many times, in the situation of final focuses which may be designated as old souls, so to speak, (chuckling) [they] may be choosing not to be objectively engaging memory, so to speak, of other focuses, for it is not entirely necessary within that final focus. You incorporate the remembrance ... which is quite different from memory! You incorporate the remembrance of essence and of all of your focuses, which blend easily into your experience within this focus.
Therefore, at times you may be expressing to each other objectively, and you may notice your own profoundness as you are expressing to another individual, and you, in wonder, may express, “Have I offered this profoundness?” (Laughter)
I express to you that this is a natural expression that you hold, for you are incorporating effortlessly the remembrance of all of your focuses, which blend together in energy and offer a lending of energy within your focus. It is unnecessary in certain experiences to be holding an objective memory of events of all other focuses. And how tedious shall this be, to be recounting of 600 focuses? (Chuckling) You shall be occupying all of your time framework within the action of memory! (Much laughter)
MARJ: But this is all such wonderful news to us! You know, we are probably concentrating on silly things. I mean, right now, I think my understanding is that I have seven more to go, and my feeling right now is that I don’t want to go through this anymore!
ELIAS: Ah, and I express to you that this also is a misconception, for you hold within final focus.
MARJ: I’m in my final focus also?
MARJ: Oh, Elias! That’s wonderful! (Elias chuckles) Will I be a teacher too?
ELIAS: If you are so choosing.
MARJ: Oh! What choices do we all have?
ELIAS: You hold myriads of choices. All that you may imagine within consciousness, and beyond, is available to you.
MARJ: Oh my goodness! And will I catch up to him again?
ELIAS: Ah, catching up! You are paralleling. Therefore, what shall you catch up to? (Chuckling, and laughter)
MARJ: Oh, I don’t know.
ELIAS: (Grinning) It is merely a situation of stepping sideways, not running a race!
MARJ: Yes, he’s just in the next room, isn’t he?
ELIAS: Quite! (Chuckling)
MARJ: And my son. (Elias chuckles) I am so happy I talked to you!
TED: Aren’t we all!
ELIAS: I express great affection to you each and much encouragement in your movement, and I offer to you that I shall be continuing within communication with you and I shall offer to you an expression of energy, each of which you may futurely be upon your look-out with, and you may experience my energy within a tingling of your physical form and you shall objectively know of my presence with you, and I shall be continuing to be encouraging to you within energy.
TED: Thank you.
LUANNE: Thank you, Elias.
MARJ: Thank you so much, Elias.
ELIAS: You are very welcome. I extend to you each this day a very blue blanket of lovingness, and offer to you much energy. I anticipate our next meeting, and offer to you this day a very fond adieu.
TED: Thank you.
MARJ: Thank you, Elias. Good-bye.
LUANNE: Love to you, Elias. Good-bye.
Elias departs at 11:28 AM.
(1) For the record, Elias distinctly said “aforeknowledge” rather than “foreknowledge” in this excerpt. This might be a case of Elias creating his own words again, as I can’t find “aforeknowledge” in any dictionary, but for some reason, it sounds like a word I remember....
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