Tuesday, September 28, 1999
“Playful Energy Deposits”
Participants: Mary (Michael) and a new participant, Lisa (Taulyn).
Elias arrives at 11:40 AM. (Arrival time is 29 seconds.)
ELIAS: Good morning!
LISA: Good morning!
ELIAS: (Chuckling) And you have questions this day?
LISA: Oh, pages and pages!
ELIAS: Very well!
LISA: Yeah! (They both laugh) So, do I start?
ELIAS: You may proceed.
LISA: Okay. First I want to know the basic stuff about me – essence name, I want to confirm. Katie had asked you, and I believe you said Taulyn, T-A-U-L-Y-N. Is that correct? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
LISA: Okay, and my family and alignment, Sumafi/Milumet? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
LISA: I believe I’m a dispersed essence. Is that correct? (Pause)
LISA: Okay. (Sighing)
ELIAS: I shall be acknowledging of you, that you are recognizing of this quality of your essence. (Chuckling)
LISA: It’s kind of hard to miss. (Elias chuckles) Am I a final focus? (Pause)
ELIAS: No, you are not the designation of the position of final focus.
LISA: Oh, cool. Okay. So I’m not in transition, correct?
ELIAS: Presently, no.
LISA: Okay. How many focuses in this physical dimension? (Pause)
ELIAS: Physical focuses within this particular dimension, 812.
LISA: 812! Wow! I’ve been around a while – is that what that means? (Elias laughs) Is that the total number of focuses?
ELIAS: This is the entire numbering of focus within this dimension.
LISA: Oh, okay. That’s the way you do that. Okay, now I have some questions. When I first started hearing of this material, a couple of things came up. Of course, sexuality came up very early, and the difference between sexual orientation and gender, and I’m noticing some things in myself.
First of all, there’s a very ... there wasn’t a resistance, but it was like a total lack of interest in the idea that I’d ever been a male in any other focus, and I’ve actually connected with one, I believe, where I was a male, but it’s just not very interesting to me, and I was curious. I just have the feeling that I have a strong preference for a specific gender, and I was wondering if that’s true.
ELIAS: Yes, and this is not uncommon within manifestations of essences. Essences do lean in directions in particular physical dimensions of creating preferences in many different areas – in the manifestation of gender, the manifestation of orientations, the manifestation of body type and appearance.
There are many areas in which essences may focus themselves into similarities, or what you within physical focus would term to be repeated qualities of manifestations within a particular dimension. Therefore, what you are expressing within yourself is a recognition of this expression, and this is in actuality quite common.
LISA: Okay, good. Is alignment also something that we would form a preference around? Would we choose to align with the same family over and over again?
ELIAS: Not necessarily. This is quite purposefully created in alignments with the different families. You hold the same family as belonging to throughout your manifestations, but the manifestation of each particular or individual focus varies considerably, for this allows essence to be experimenting in different intents and angles of experience in conjunction with the preferences that they choose within a physical dimension.
LISA: So alignment is essentially a more deliberate choice.
ELIAS: It is quite a deliberate choice.
LISA: Okay. So if I’m identifying, within my family of Sumafi and my alignment of Milumet, if I’m identifying a strong connection with what I consider to be Vold aspects within myself, is this a bleed-through in my case from another focus?
ELIAS: Partially. Now; let me explain to you that as a dispersed essence, you allow yourself an interaction and an identification with other essences quite easily, and you may allow yourself not merely the identification but the experience of other essences.
Now; in the recognition that this shift in consciousness is being orchestrated, in a manner of speaking, by the Vold and the Borledim families, you allow yourself to draw upon the qualities of this particular family in allowing the influx of bleed-through energy from your own focuses, and you allow yourself to be directing that energy and that information in conjunction with the recognition of the movement which is being orchestrated by the Vold family, and how that is influencing of this shift in consciousness. This allows you to move easily within the direction of this shift in consciousness.
Are you understanding?
LISA: Yes. What you’re telling me is that other focuses – excuse my terminology – other focuses are essentially sending me Vold energy, and I’m taking that and directing it toward the shift in consciousness that I now know is happening, right? And that’s going to help me find ease in the shift, the energy that the other focuses are lending to me?
ELIAS: In a manner of speaking, yes. You are not directing their energy to the shift itself. You are directing it within yourself in helpfulness to yourself in the understanding of the energy that drives this shift in consciousness, in a manner of speaking.
LISA: So their helpfulness is towards me.
LISA: Of course – they’re my focuses! (Laughing) Okay. What about my orientation? Am I soft? (Pause)
LISA: Okay, just a quick question. With Sumafi/Milumet, I read this week in one of the transcripts that there is an aspect of isolation that goes with this, and I had already discovered that on my own, so this was confirmation for me.
But is this why I tend to choose relationships with other people that incorporate great physical distance and that sort of thing?
ELIAS: It is influencing. There are qualities within the expression of Milumet and the intent of Milumet that turn your attention to self and which influence you in the manner of not aligning with groups of individuals which may establish themselves.
You may at times participate in group activities or interactions, but these are individual expressions. They are not necessarily a joining of or an alignment with any particular establishment of identified groups which hold one specific direction. This, within the intent of Milumet, is a presentment of much limitation, and therefore you do not direct your attention in this manner.
As to individual interactions within your individual expression, you lean in the direction of being partially interactive with other individuals, and within your particular personality type, you offer yourself an element of excitement in interaction with other individuals, but you also lean more in the direction of holding an element of separation between yourself and other individuals. This is a quality which is an expression of the influence of the Milumet.
LISA: Oh, okay. I thought so. Thank you. Okay, can I ask some essence names and families for some friends?
ELIAS: If you are wishing.
LISA: I’m wishing. My grandmother; her name was Beulah. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Lyste; L-Y-S-T-E. (list)
LISA: Wow. Okay, and her family and alignment?
ELIAS: Essence family, Borledim; alignment, Vold.
LISA: Vold, wow. My daughter Holly, her name? (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Bellee; B-E-L-L-E-E. (bel-lee’)
LISA: And her family and alignment?
ELIAS: Essence family, Zuli; alignment, Sumari.
LISA: Sumari! Okay, my friend Doug?
ELIAS: Essence name, Estelle; E-S-T-E-L-L-E. (es’tel)
LISA: Okay, and his family and alignment?
ELIAS: Essence family, Sumafi; alignment, Ilda.
LISA: Yeah, I had already written Ilda. Okay, and my friend Leslye has a daughter, Ensley, and she’s only about three years old, but she calls me ... she won’t call me by my name. She can say it, but she calls me by Sita. I’m sure that she and I have been around before together. Sometimes she calls me Mamasita. So I wanted to get her name and family and alignment, and if you have any information about shared focuses. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Stoe; S-T-O-E. (stoe) Essence family, Sumafi; alignment, Tumold. You are correct – you do hold other focuses with this individual, and there is a recognition within this individual of the identification in bleed-through of another focus in which you hold relationship to each other in the roles of mother and daughter.
LISA: Right, okay.
ELIAS: This would be within the physical location that you identify presently as Guatemala.
LISA: Guatemala? So it was a long, long time ago, in linear time?
ELIAS: Within linear time framework, not excessively past; in the manifestation of eighteenth century.
LISA: Oh, wow. Okay. Her mother would never forgive me if I didn’t ask for her essence name and family and alignment too ... Leslye, my friend. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Rico; R-I-C-O. (ree’koe) Essence family, Gramada; alignment, Sumari.
LISA: Okay. Alright. You’ve already answered a lot of these! Okay, I wanted to check out some focuses, verify some things.
First of all, I have one – it was a Native American woman in Montana in the 1700s in North America. I believe she was Blackfoot. Is that correct? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
LISA: Okay, and I believe I had two focuses in Scotland. One would have been pre-Christian. It was in the first century, what we know as the first century AD. Female – is that correct? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
LISA: And she was Vold? (Pause) I mean aligned with Vold?
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
LISA: And then you already covered the one with Ensley in Guatemala. Okay, in the Alexander focus, Katie, I think, already verified with you that I was her servant, handmaid, something like that.
LISA: And this came to me this weekend. I was killed in Issus, correct, with a spear or a lance, and she was captured? (Pause)
LISA: Wow. Okay, in the French Revolution, that was one of my male focuses, is that correct? The shared focus with Katie? (Pause)
LISA: So she and I were lovers?
ELIAS: Briefly. This would not be what you within physical terms would express to be an ongoing, intimate relationship. The relationship in acquaintance is ongoing, but the manifestation of intimacy was a brief encounter.
LISA: Understood. Okay, was it brief even during that particular physical focus, though? It was, correct?
There’s an energy deposit in my backyard. (Laughing) This summer, before I ever heard of the Elias material, I began noticing things happening, and one of the things that I noticed was that I wished for morning glories, and they showed up in my yard all over the place. And then I wished for a elm tree, and it showed up the backyard. And shortly after that, this huge plant – it’s a poke plant, it has deep purple stalks and deep purple berries – kind of moved in back there and took over a huge corner of my yard, and it’s beautiful!
But this poke plant is Zuli, correct? Is that some Zuli energy that’s been deposited back there?
ELIAS: (Grinning) No. What I will express to you that you have created is, YOU have manifest an energy deposit within this physical location, and in this, you have quite specifically created a type of energy which you have deposited in this area to be quite playful.
Now; in this, you have allowed yourself to be expressing an energy quality of yourself that you allow tremendous freedom. You create in this allowance the energy to be expressed in the type of freedom that it is allowed to be creating of many different types of expressions quite playfully, and there is a type of exchange between you yourself objectively and this energy that you have created in this energy deposit.
In a manner of speaking, figuratively, you allow yourself to play with it, and it plays with you! Therefore, in your allowance of its creations, you are in actuality directing of this energy, but you are also allowing a tremendous freedom in that energy, and therefore, it allows for the element of objective surprise, which is another amusing game that you engage with this energy.
Therefore, the entire creation of this energy deposit has been quite playfully focused, allowing you the freedom to be manifesting physical elements which appear to be impossible and surprising yourself – but quite playfully surprising yourself – and also allowing you to become quite comfortable in the manifestations of impossibilities within your physical focus, and to be expressing much amusement in your recognition of how you may be manipulating energy in whichever direction that you are so choosing, and reinforcing yourself that you may be in this action accomplishing ANY element within your physical dimension, and therefore affording you the recognition that you in actuality do not hold the limitations that are expressed within mass belief systems.
Therefore, I am quite encouraging of your continuation of playfulness with this energy that you have created!
You do allow for some elements of information to be presented to yourself in the manifestations that are created within this energy deposit, and I shall express to you that this creation of this particular plant is your imagery to yourself, identifying with the energy of the Zuli family, and this is imagery that you are offering to yourself.
But for the most part, this energy deposit is intentionally and purposefully creating an atmosphere, so to speak, of great playfulness.
(Humorously) It is not necessarily intended, in your creation, to be seriously or heavily incorporating the offering to you of tremendous information! This is an expression of creativity.
LISA: Okay. (Laughing) It’s a good one! It’s fun!
ELIAS: Ha ha! And fun is good!
LISA: Okay, real quickly, I’ve created a really great situation for myself at work. I have a fantastic new office, a lot of freedom at work, a good reputation, things are going well. The one sticking point is that we reorganized recently and I have a new boss, and he and I don’t communicate at all. I’ve tried to talk to him about ... and this is very unusual for me. It’s very unusual for me to run across a person that I just can’t understand on any level, but he’s one of them, and I’m curious about a couple of things.
First of all, what’s going on between us, and second of all, and more importantly, why would I create a perfect job and then drop him right in the middle of it?
ELIAS: This also is quite purposeful, for you are offering yourself a challenge in interaction. This offers you the opportunity to view another individual, to explore the identification of differences within perceptions, allowing you great avenues of exploration in investigating the differences of perception, engaging this individual in allowing yourself to be incorporating your inner senses to access information as to the perception and experience of this individual.
It also allows you the opportunity to view that in differences of perceptions, behaviors also follow the perception, and therefore, behaviors may be created quite differently. This also allows you to view that within these differences, if you are so choosing – in like manner to your energy deposit and the playfulness that you experience with that but the impossibility of its manifestations – you may apply this type of action in the interaction with another individual, recognizing the difference in perception.
This individual also holds difference to yourself in orientation. Therefore, there is an element of difference within language. Your perceptions move in very different manners, and individuals lean in the direction of objectively discounting other individuals and not allowing an acceptance of other individuals if their perceptions differ tremendously.
LISA: Correct, yes.
ELIAS: You present yourself with this type of imagery, in which you have created the overall environment, so to speak, as reinforcing and validating and acceptable to you within your perception, and this creates an underlying sense of safety, and in that element of safety, you also present yourself with your challenge, and the challenge that you have chosen is to be offering yourself the exploration of these differences and to be recognizing and noticing YOUR expressions – not merely the other individual’s – and your behaviors in how you are interacting with this individual.
Let me express to you, your beginning point – not merely yourself, but all of you within physical focus – in interaction with other individuals which hold differences in perception is to be looking to self and to be expressing your own familiarity to yourself, and in this, you automatically project an expectation to other individuals that they shall automatically be understanding and accepting of you in how you are expressing yourself, and within your behavior and within your perception. Of course they shall understand you, for reality revolves around you! (Lisa laughs)
But in this, you are beginning to offer yourself new information that other individuals DO hold differences within perception, and this IS creating reality, and that each individual’s reality IS real.
And therefore, in this exercise or this challenge that you offer to yourself, you allow yourself this opportunity to move beyond merely your identification of your own perception and the ease in interaction with merely individuals that are agreeable to yourself, and this shall expand your abilities to be interactive with other individuals AND with yourself – with other focuses of yourself – for you do hold other focuses within essence in which you are directing your energy presently in probabilities to be attempting to connect to objectively, but their expressions physically, objectively are quite different from your own within this particular focus and may be quite difficult for your understanding and acceptance.
Therefore, if you are allowing yourself objectively to be engaging another individual which you view to be outside of yourself and therefore not threatening, in a manner of speaking – not threatening to your individual identity – you allow yourself this practice challenge, and this shall allow you more of an ease in connection with your focuses of your essence which may not appear to be quite as acceptable to you, once you are allowing yourself to be connecting to them objectively. Therefore, they shall not threaten your individual recognition of your identity.
LISA: Oh, okay. Yeah, I understand. Okay, quickly, can you tell me his family and alignment? (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence family, Gramada; alignment, Zuli. This also (Lisa laughs) shall be a presentment of what you objectively identify as difficulty, for within the alignment of Milumet and the alignment of Zuli, the objective expressions many times appear, within your thought processes and within your belief systems, to be opposite.
Now; I shall express to you, in actuality, they are quite complementary to each other, but within your existing alignments of belief systems, you identify these differences as opposites, and this presents obstacles.
LISA: Okay. The Milumet/Zuli expressions, you’re talking about?
LISA: Correct. Okay, I understand that. That’s everything that I needed to talk about today. I’ve held you over already!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha! And I express to you, continue to be exploring and experimenting with your playfulness! This shall indirectly offer you great information, but in much fun!
LISA: Good. (Elias chuckles) Thank you.
ELIAS: You are very welcome.
I offer to you this day great affection, and I shall also express to you that I shall futurely be offering you another playful expression of energy in conjunction with this essence [of Elias] in your energy deposit.
LISA: Okay, good.
ELIAS: And we shall play!
LISA: I’ll look forward to it! Thank you.
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha!
LISA: (Laughing) Bye bye.
ELIAS: To you this day, in lovingness, I express au revoir.
LISA: Au revoir. (Giggling)
Elias departs at 12:24 PM.
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