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Wednesday, October 10, 2001

<  Session 921 (Private/Phone)  >

ďWhat Do You Genuinely Wish To Be Generating?Ē

ďMary Pops Out, and an ExplanationĒ


Participants: Mary (Michael) and Sherry (Seale).

Elias arrives at 2:04 PM. (Arrival time is 30 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good morning!

SHERRY: Good morning! (Elias chuckles)

ELIAS: How shall we proceed?

SHERRY: Gosh, things have been moving so fast, I havenít even thought a whole lot about this. Basically I just want to check in with you because, like I said, Iím at these crossroads. I mean, Iím understanding more and more about giving myself permission to create what I want to create.

ELIAS: Yes?

SHERRY: But then again itís a little overwhelming because the energy seems to be running so fast.

ELIAS: (Chuckles) Yes?

SHERRY: Oh, yes? (Laughing)

ELIAS: It IS accelerating.

SHERRY: Pardon me?

ELIAS: It IS accelerating. You are all collectively accelerating the movement of energy and even your expression of time.

SHERRY: Thatís another thing. Itís like I donít have time to do everything that I would like, and so Iím kind of just letting things fall away or just focusing on what I want to create.

ELIAS: And let me express to you, my friend, this also is purposeful, for it offers you an even clearer opportunity to hold your attention in the now, for the now is moving quickly. Therefore, in this you have provided yourself with a motivation to be focusing your attention within the now and not distracting yourself with other expressions, projecting yourself futurely or pastly.

SHERRY: So Iím understanding this, and Iíve been trying to look at myself, trying to figure out whatís going on with me and the dolphins, I mean, or beliefs. Because at one point I went ahead and gave myself permission to look at tickets, and I found one for $289 but I didnít know if I had enough money to do that. Well, then, the last two nights I wanted to read my email and see if I heard from a couple of people or whatever, making sure that I could talk to you, and then it got late and I was tired and I went to bed Ė so I was trying to say, if I really trusted myself I would have gone back online and gotten the ticket before talking to you. But itís kind of like, I donít know, some part of me wanted to talk to you first because ... and the reason I know that is because I didnít do it.

ELIAS: Very well. And what is your concern?

SHERRY: I donít know if thereís a concern. Well, I guess there must be some doubt somewhere, or just wanting to make sure that that is my most efficient thing to do. Because it feels like it, yes, but then there was that part of me that didnít do it. Iím not understanding why I didnít do it Ė or, I know, because Iím waiting.

The other thing is I called about that thing with the state, and the judge says that heís gonna give an answer this week. Itís kind of weird, because it was like Iíd already created going to Belize before I heard back from the judge. I just decided, nope, Iím just going. If I believe heíll come through and itíll be what I created it to be in terms of that Ė yes, theyíre going to give me back my license or whatever Ė then Iíll come back and do the other part, getting reimbursed for when they took it away when they didnít have legal rights to take it away.

I want to understand what the message is or what the communication with me and the dolphins is. So therefore, it was like that was becoming more important to me to go do it, because thereís some connection I have about needing to find out what that is.

ELIAS: Very well.

SHERRY: Does that make sense? I seem like Iím rambling in a thousand directions. (Laughing)

ELIAS: I am understanding what you are expressing. You are incorporating several different directions simultaneously, but I may also express to you that I am understanding your confusion, and in this you are also offering yourself examples of what we have discussed previously.

Now; you have been paying attention and allowing yourself to assimilate what we have discussed in relation to experience, and as you allow yourself to be experiencing certain concepts, this allows you objectively to more clearly move the concepts into reality.

In this, I have expressed to you to be paying attention to what you are choosing rather than what you THINK you want, and this is what you are experiencing now. You have been offering yourself a noticing that what you are choosing is not always what you are thinking, and you are noticing the difference. But in that noticing, you are also allowing yourself to accept what you are choosing. Are you understanding?

SHERRY: Yes. So Iím not so conflicted inside myself; Iím more in harmony.

ELIAS: Correct! For in this, as you have noticed also within yourself individually, as you pay attention to what you are actually choosing and doing in the moment, it matters not that you may be thinking something different. For in this recognition, you allow yourself the acceptance of what you are choosing in the moment, AND you also automatically offer yourself a recognition of more choices.

Now; how have you recognized that you incorporate more choices? For as you pay attention to what you are choosing, what you are doing in the moment, if it does not coincide with your thinking, you allow yourself to broaden, in a manner of speaking, your thinking process. For your attention is focused upon avenues of communication, rather than focusing almost entirely upon the thought mechanism. Therefore you offer more information to the thought mechanism, which translates, and in this, miraculously other thoughts occur to you. Other choices become clearer. It becomes less black-and-white and absolute.

In your example of your choice to be incorporating interaction with these dolphins, initially you move into a thought process expressing to yourself Ė with partial information to be translated Ė an association that expresses to you you must be incorporating a certain action within a certain time framework Ė black/white, absolute. But you also are paying attention to what you are choosing in the moment, which offers information to your thought mechanism, your thought process, in which you become aware objectively that you may incorporate more choices than merely this one or the absolute, black and white.

Now; those choices may not objectively be recognized immediately in identification of what they all are, but you do incorporate a knowing that there are other choices available. Therefore you relax, and you allow yourself to allow yourself. You allow yourself the expression of relaxing and patience which, as I have stated, patience is an action of allowing. And this is what you incorporate, the allowance for you to interpret and translate objectively what your choices are, allowing yourself to relax within your own energy, reinforce and validate your expression of trust of yourself, and therefore incorporate an objective allowance to view and recognize that your choices in actuality are not limited.

It matters not your perception of time and how quickly it may be moving, or how quickly energy may be moving. You continue to incorporate enough energy, enough time to create whatever you choose, and you may be creating ALL that you choose.

You also offer yourself, in what you have identified to myself, a recognition of your own validation of trust in not concentrating your thought processes or your energy in concern or worry in relation to other individuals and what they may be expressing or choosing. You are allowing yourself to move into a genuine recognition that their expressions matter not. YOU are creating what you want; therefore, you are creating the decisions of the court. Are you understanding?

SHERRY: Yes, I really am. I mean, it still feels kind of unfamiliar or different...

ELIAS: Yes.

SHERRY: ...so that part is a little uncomfortable. But the other part, thereís a real exhilaration that oh, yes, yes, itís finally getting here, Iím getting it, I know Iím getting it!

ELIAS: For you are allowing yourself to pay attention to you.

SHERRY: So thereís parts ... like I was sitting there last night saying, ďOkay, Iím creating this license to come back.Ē Itís kind of like I have this step-by-step thing going on, whatever that means.

But there are some things I just know, know, know, and I guess thatís because some things I know like 100 percent, it feels like. Then thereís other things that Iím pretty sure but Iím not 100 percent, so thereís a difference about that. Thatís the part Iím not sure ... it feels to me like thereís a part of me thatís still thinking that outside of me is in control. Whereas some things I can give myself permission to do at 100 percent, but other things there is such a strong belief that it feels like I havenít got ... I still have residual things going on.

ELIAS: Yes, I am understanding. Be remembering my friend, you are incorporating a process. These beliefs are expressed en masse and they hold great strength, and there is a tremendous familiarity in association with your beliefs. Therefore you are allowing yourself, in your terms, great strides so to speak in trust of yourself.

But in that movement, merely allow yourself to recognize that in some expressions, yes, you do continue to incorporate some doubt and you do continue to incorporate some expressions of suspicion, so to speak, of the possibility that some expressions may be created outside of yourself and you are not generating them. And in that recognition, be aware of yourself and your expression that you do not move yourself into expectations concerning yourself, for this creates another discounting of yourself. Rather, merely recognize the moments in which you may be incorporating doubt and acknowledge yourself; for this is an opportunity to practice, rather than discounting yourself by projecting expectations upon yourself in relation to what you SHOULD be incorporating or what you should be stopping or what you should NOT be incorporating. Be remembering, the point is trust and acceptance.

SHERRY: Right. Iím writing this down. (Elias laughs) Well, I need visuals! (Laughs) If this goes any faster, Iíve got to have my little second cards!

So now, well, I donít suppose you can tell me then if thatís a crystal ball thing. After all, itís only going to happen in a day or two, right, my answer from the judge? Am I right that Iím gonna get what I think Iím getting?

ELIAS: Ah, this IS a crystal ball question, and I may express to you this is ENTIRELY your choice.

SHERRY: Well, my entire choice is that I am getting what Iím asking for! (They both laugh) Thatís what Iím creating.

So Iím still going back to my man thing, about what Iím creating. Iíve been looking at what I was creating with George, because he wanted me to send him the visiting form and I did. He was talking to me and I told him something he said he didnít want to hear, but he asked me for the truth. Anyways, Iím still trying to figure out what Iím doing about that. What I came up with was that I recognized that I was afraid to see him. Iím not afraid now, I mean now that I recognize it, or not as afraid as I was when I didnít recognize it. But thereís a dread of calling him, too.

ELIAS: And what is your identification of this dread?

SHERRY: Oh, that heís going to hang up on me or say goodbye or something.

ELIAS: Now turn your attention once again to yourself, and attempt to identify what you are creating, what you are generating within self.

SHERRY: Thatís what I canít figure out, because I really did ... or is it that Iím scared of what thatíll entail if he really does want to have a relationship Ė and do I, really? I mean, will we be able to do it without him getting mad at me? Because I donít want to be there every day or every visiting thing, and I wonít be there.

ELIAS: Examine, my friend, what YOU genuinely want. For you ARE generating much imagery expressing to you what you genuinely want, but you are projecting your attention to the other individual. What are you expressing to you?

SHERRY: I guess that what I thought I thought Iím not thinking. (Laughs)

ELIAS: Allow yourself to be remembering our discussions concerning thought as a translating mechanism, and that at times it may not necessarily be accurately translating for your attention is projected in directions that do not offer your thought process information concerning what you genuinely want.

Now; pay attention to what you are choosing and what you create in your expressions and your interaction. You express to yourself within your thoughts that you want to be incorporating this relationship. BUT what do you create? What do you choose? You choose not to be engaging this relationship. You choose to be presenting yourself with obstacles, and you generate an energy which reflects back to you, so to speak Ė which I have been discussing with you for a time framework.

I have expressed to you, this individual reflects to you what you are generating. Therefore, pay attention. Inquire to yourself, what do you genuinely wish to be generating? Do you genuinely want to be incorporating this relationship with this individual? I may express to you, my friend, quite clearly, no, you do not.

SHERRY: Oh, thanks a lot! (Laughing) Oh, great.

ELIAS: You express to yourself that you do, but you also create obstacles. And what is the expression that you create? Repeatedly you create the expression of the other individual discounting of you or expressing that they wish not to be creating this. This is YOUR expression my friend.

(Gently) Pay attention to what you are expressing to yourself. This is not a situation of doubting your ability to create a relationship. This is an opportunity to pay attention to what YOU want. Shall I express to you an identification of your energy, of what YOU are expressing? You...

SHERRY: Yes, because thatís what ... I mean, you must be able to see that I am confused.

ELIAS: I am understanding that you are confused, for you are viewing what you are creating and what you are choosing, but you are also paying attention to what you are thinking and your association with that, and you are expressing two different directions simultaneously. I may express to you, what you are generating within your energy is a genuine desire and want to be intensely focused upon self and paying attention to you and your choices and your direction.

You are also beginning to recognize the expression of freedom within your focus, and you are beginning to appreciate that freedom and your own trust of yourself to be creating what you want in relation to that freedom, that you are not subject to the dictates of societies or situations or other individuals, that you may choose what you want and you may generate that.

You, in this time framework, wish to be creating fun and playful experiences that also offer yourself avenues of communication and information. In incorporating the type of relationship with this individual that is expected...

(Elias coughs for about 30 seconds, then Mary comes back with a start; session time is exactly 31 minutes.)

MARY: Sorry, Sherry.

SHERRY: Are you all right, Mary?

MARY: I popped myself out. (Coughs)

SHERRY: Thatís okay. Youíre okay?

MARY: Yeah, Iíll restart Ė just one minute. (Coughs hard) Whoa!

SHERRY: Youíre okay?

MARY: (Coughing hard) Yeah, I ... interesting. Iím sorry. (Coughs) Just let me breathe for a minute.

SHERRY: Well, thatíll be good.

MARY: (Continues coughing) Yeah, that would be good.

SHERRY: I would like that a lot, actually!

MARY: Whoa. (Coughs) Okay, getting a drink now.

SHERRY: Thatís good too.

MARY: Whoa. Okay, that hasnít happened in a long time.

SHERRY: What are we creating now?

MARY: (Coughing) Nothing bad, nothing bad. I can explain.

SHERRY: No, no, Iím just curious.

MARY: No, I know what happened. I can actually explain this one. This just has to do with me. I actually could feel your energy, which is really rare. I donít very often feel Ė or feel is probably the wrong word Ė experience the energy of the person thatís doing the session. Once in a while I do, but when that happens it gets really, really, really hard for me to hold (coughs) because Iím like trying to stand in Eliasís energy and the personís energy, and thereís some sort of like merging of it and it gets really big. Sometimes that gets really hard for me to hold in that. Itís nothing bad. It doesnít happen that often.

So the way that it gets affected is because so much of the energy exchange comes through my blue energy center, like through my throat. Thatís where it cuts off. I am not feeling that during the session but thatís how it translates physically, is that I feel like Iím choking Ė although Iím not feeling like Iím choking until I pop back in. Ha!

SHERRY: But maybe youíre feeling that youíre getting too dispersed with my and his energy, that itís hard to hold to your energy as you?

MARY: Itís just hard to hold my focus with it and hold in it, but itís okay, I can do it. It just is different, and I just kind of, you know, lost my footing there for a minute. Itís nothing bad. Weíll resume and it will be fine. (Laughs)

SHERRY: (Laughing) Iím not worried about that!

MARY: Itís really okay. Actually, to tell you the truth, from your end this is actually a good thing, because my interpretation of it is that youíre really, really, really open and very much there with him today, more so than normal, and his energy is really directed.

SHERRY: Thatís what Iím feeling too, yes.

MARY: It just gets difficult to hold in that sometimes when heís so directed and Iím also feeling the other person, so itís okay! Okay, weíll go back! (Laughs, and continues coughing)

SHERRY: Iím going to have to go ... well, my boss hasnít called, but Iím supposed to go up on the mountain. Iím driving the truck and loading logs and stuff, so Iím going to have to leave at about 12:05. Iíll just come back in, or if he hasnít called then I may just go a little bit longer. But otherwise if I do, Iíll just tell Elias goodbye and then Iíll have to go really quick.

MARY: Oh, all right; okay. All right, Iím leaving.

SHERRY: Thank you. This has been a great session.

(Session time is 37 minutes, 43 seconds; Elias arrives in 11 seconds)

ELIAS: Continuing.

SHERRY: Yes.

ELIAS: Ha ha ha! Proceed, my friend.

SHERRY: Well, I donít know. You were talking about ... Iíd like to finish that part about creating fun and playful experiences with this individual.

ELIAS: Very well. I am not...

SHERRY: But then I didnít get the rest of that part, something about expectation or expected...

ELIAS: Correct.

SHERRY: ...the individual that is expected something, and then we went out.

ELIAS: Correct. It is an expectation concerning the expression of relationship, and the design and the interaction that should occur and be incorporated in association with the expression of a relationship. And in this, those expectations are not quite in alignment with your direction presently, for your association with those expectations is that they are restricting, and in this time framework you wish to be incorporating a fuller expression of freedom and playfulness, and simultaneously offering yourself information. Correct?

SHERRY: Yes, but Iím thinking that we CAN have a relationship like that that is fun, is playful, and that we have a strong relationship, just that Iím not there all the time. Well, Iím not there all the time anyways, given the situation but ... you know what I mean?

ELIAS: I am understanding what...

SHERRY: Iím tired of having arguments; Iím tired of the focus being on whatís not happening instead of what is happening. And he adamantly refuses to move from that victim thing, that heís not creating what heís creating.

ELIAS: And YOU are expressing this to yourself in a manner of speaking, as a signal that you are offering to yourself to pay attention. You do not necessarily wish to be creating the relationship in terms of what you view as the societal expression and all that is associated with that.

SHERRY: Right, because I have a different definition of what that is.

ELIAS: Which you may allow yourself to be incorporating what you want, but the manner in which you shall create this is in paying attention to you and generating that, and not focusing your attention upon the choices and the expectations of the other individual.

SHERRY: Oh, so Iím still doing that and thatís why I have the dread. The dread is my signal to say Iím focusing outside on his choices rather than me and mine.

ELIAS: Yes. Yes, and not actualizing your freedom and playfulness, for you are concerning yourself with the expectations and focusing your attention upon the other individual.

SHERRY: Well, itís a little hard to be playful when the other person is not. (Both chuckle) Donít ya think?

ELIAS: It is dependent upon the direction of your attention and what you choose. If the other individual is not choosing to be playful and you choose to continue to be interactive with them, but you are expressing to yourself that you wish to be playful, question yourself and your motivation as to why you continue to incorporate this interaction.

SHERRY: Thatís what Iím working on! I mean, thatís what Iím trying to understand.

ELIAS: And you are continuing to attempt to create the other individualís reality or change the other individualís reality, and this is not the point.

SHERRY: Okay, let me get this. Oh boy, I must be dense or something about this! So if Iím wanting to be playful I can just continue to be playful even if they arenít wanting to be playful?

ELIAS: Yes.

SHERRY: Is that what youíre saying?

ELIAS: Yes.

SHERRY: Or youíre saying, why am I even interacting at all with somebody who doesnít want to be playful?

ELIAS: Both!

SHERRY: Well, he CAN be playful when he wants to be, and itís fun!

ELIAS: And you may incorporate that choice to be playful also in those moments. Examine your choice to be interactive in the time frameworks in which the individual is not playful, which is expressed more often.

SHERRY: Oh, yes; lately, yes.

ELIAS: What is your payoff?

SHERRY: My payoff? (Pause) Oh, distance. Right?

ELIAS: And justification of it. (Pause)

This is what I am expressing to you, my friend. In this situation, you continue to be interactive with this individual in time frameworks in which you incorporate conflict and confusion, not playfulness and fun, and you incorporate that choice for several reasons. You offer yourself a payoff in which you allow yourself, in your terms, to distance yourself from this individual in justification. The individual is incorporating conflict and you wish not to be incorporating conflict; therefore you are justified in removing yourself in the interaction with this individual, which offers you permission to turn your attention in a different direction and pay attention to yourself and incorporate choices that YOU want.

SHERRY: Oh, thatís really dumb!

ELIAS: Not necessarily. (Pause)

SHERRY: Thereís something here, it feels like Iím just on the edge of it. Can I ask something, just from my point of view? I can create whatever I want, right? So I can create having a playful interaction with him, where heíll be okay with it and Iíll be okay with it?

ELIAS: Yes. What is your motivation?

SHERRY: My motivation is that I really want to be connected to somebody on all levels, somebody whoís willing to go ... who will accept you, right, will accept my communication with you, will accept my communication with the animals Ė you know, just will be accepting. Who on this planet besides you does that?

ELIAS: There ARE individuals, and you have presented to yourself that this individual is NOT expressing that. Therefore, what is it that you want? What IS your motivation in continuing, attempting to force this relationship?

SHERRY: Well, because I thought I understood you to say I could create whatever I wanted, and I like how it feels when we play and when itís fun, so thatís the reason. Because I believe that we can create that all the time if I want to Ė thatís what I was understanding what you said. Thatís been what Iíve been trying to do!

ELIAS: (Coughs) You are correct.

SHERRY: Then why are you laughing?

ELIAS: You ARE correct, my friend. What I am expressing to you is to examine your motivation in your direction with this particular individual.

SHERRY: Thatís what I thought Iíd been doing all this time, really looking at that. What am I not seeing?

ELIAS: (Gently) I may express to you once again, be remembering, this individual is reflecting to you. What I am expressing to you, my friend, is to genuinely allow yourself to identify and recognize your motivation, your direction, your expressions, and your payoffs in this relationship.

For you are focusing your attention, in relation to this individual, upon few experiences that you have generated in playfulness with this individual, and in this, you are projecting your attention past. This is NOT what you are creating now, and I may express to you quite genuinely, in the observation of energy exchange between yourself and this individual, you generate what you are generating now more often than you generate the playfulness.

SHERRY: Oh, right, Iím understanding that part. And thatís even more frustrating because itís like, well if Iím creating what I want and I want playfulness and stuff, then why is it not happening, why am I not able to create that?

ELIAS: For you are focusing your attention upon generating that with merely this one individual. In a manner of speaking, this individual has become your mission...

SHERRY: Well, no.

ELIAS: ...to create your reality in the manner that you want in relation to this individual, and if you are generating that accomplishment you shall greatly acknowledge yourself. But this is NOT what you are creating.

This is what I continue to reiterate to you: pay attention to what you ARE creating, not what you THINK you want but what you are actually choosing and what you are actually generating, what you are actually doing and creating. It matters not what you have created pastly, for experience also is not absolute and experiences change. In a manner of speaking, what you are creating in this experience is the reverse of what many other individuals create in association with relationships, which ALL involve trust and associations with past experiences.

Another individual may be creating an experience in association with a relationship in which they view themselves as a victim or as hurt by choices that their companion or their partner has engaged, infidelity, so to speak, as an example. You incorporate mass beliefs concerning loyalty and commitment and fidelity in a romantic relationship.

Now; as you incorporate this example, an individual that is participating in a relationship with another individual that is choosing infidelity, the individual that is not choosing that expresses that they are incorporating hurt in association with their partner.

Now; futurely they may continue to be creating the relationship with that individual, but their association is that their trust has been damaged, and their trust has been damaged in relation to a past experience which has become an absolute in the association of the individual. This is what was created previously, therefore there is tremendous potential for this to be created futurely. And in that movement, the individual is not paying attention to themself and they are projecting their attention outside of the now in association with past and projection of anticipation of future.

Now; in YOUR scenario, you are creating the same action but, in objective terms, what may be considered reverse. You are incorporating projecting your attention into the experiences of the past, attempting to project those in expectation into the future, while in the now this is NOT what you are creating.

SHERRY: Right, I understand that part. Well, I think I understand. But Iím trusting that being honest ... I donít know, thatís whatís so confusing to me. He said to be honest with him. First he says he doesnít want a relationship, but then he says he does want the relationship, then he gets mad at me for something that happened when he said he didnít want the relationship. So what kind of message is that to myself? I donít have a clue! He said he didnít want the relationship, so what does it matter?

ELIAS: What matters, so to speak, is what YOU want, not what the other individual is choosing or expressing.

SHERRY: Right, and what I want is to be honest and I was sort of, in what I did. Then I got mad at myself, because why am I even telling him anything because he didnít even want the relationship then? I go through this miserable little thing of first telling myself I have to tell the truth, and I tell the truth and I get beat up. Why did I even tell the truth, or why did I even go through all that?

ELIAS: And you are also offering yourself another example of an opportunity to view your expressions, your associations with certain beliefs concerning truth or honesty and obligation.

SHERRY: Right, and I understood that as that I donít have that, and Iím understanding that I donít like other people putting their associations on me when thatís not my belief and I havenít even said that I would do that. You know what I mean, like trying to put expectations on me that they just made up for themselves. Then I can look at that and say yep, I donít believe that. I mean, I understand that, that if you say the relationshipís off then why do you get upset if other things happen?

ELIAS: It matters not that the other individual may be incorporating distress or anger concerning your choices. Your choices are your choices.

SHERRY: Well, yeah, so I go ... that was pretty cool!

ELIAS: You...

SHERRY: At least Iím clear about that, about what Iím doing, and Iím not feeling so guilty as you say, well, what you said at the very beginning, less worry and concern. I definitely have less worry and concern about what other people are thinking or feeling, if Iím not saying that thatís what Iím doing or ... you know what I mean?

ELIAS: Yes. You do not incorporate obligation concerning the other individual, and...

SHERRY: And I used to do that a lot. People would say things and I would feel guilty. Even when I didnít even do anything wrong, Iíd still feel guilty.

ELIAS: And you also are not responsible for other individualís choices, and in this, as you are not obligated, you also need not justify yourself in your choices.

SHERRY: Well, right, and thatís what he was getting mad about, because I was like, no, Iím not even going into this anymore. It didnít matter, anyways; I showed myself that even by being honest he didnít care about that. Itís like, why did I even go there?

I should have just ... and thatís where I sold my own self out. I saw that and realized that, that Iím still doing it to him but with a less degree than I used to, and thatís a good thing for me to see that. As you say, if those are my payoffs then that was a good thing for me to see that. At first I started going into this guilt thing and then it was like, wait a minute, Iím not doing this. I think that the other thing he got upset with was because he saw that I wasnít doing it anymore, that that didnít work, so to speak, like it had in the past.

ELIAS: Correct. I am not expressing to you, my friend, to be continuing or not to be continuing in this relationship with this individual. This IS your choice. I am merely offering...

SHERRY: I know, it looks nutty, right? (Laughs)

ELIAS: No, I am merely offering you information that you allow yourself to more clearly view what YOU are expressing.

SHERRY: Sure.

You want to become more objectified? You can come play with me more.

ELIAS: (Chuckles and coughs) Very well, my friend. I shall be playful with you.

SHERRY: Well, good, this should be really exciting then! Can we go play with the dolphins together, too? Because I want to create that.

ELIAS: Perhaps. I shall be anticipating your incorporation of this experience, and if you are extending an invitation I shall comply.

SHERRY: Oh good! Then you have the invitation. Iíll consider this official.

ELIAS: Very well! (Chuckles)

SHERRY: Iíll get working on the ticket. Soon then, right? It doesnít matter timewise for you, right?

ELIAS: It matters not. It is your choice.

SHERRY: Then itíll be soon. Well, I think we better go. Wow, this is really exciting! Iíll probably be talking to you again, because Iíve still got to figure this out. But I told my boss Iíd be done by 11:30 or so, whatever, as soon as I got done, so Iím feeling a little pushed for time. But I want to get more understanding about ... because my relationship, I want to have a really good relationship on all those levels and thatís something I really desire, too. I want to make sure what I am creating.

ELIAS: I am understanding. Allow yourself to assimilate what we have been discussing.

SHERRY: Right. Iíll work on that.

ELIAS: Very well.

SHERRY: And thank you so very much!

ELIAS: You are VERY welcome, my friend! As always, I continue to express great affection to you, and I shall continue to offer energy in encouragement to you.

SHERRY: Oh, good. Thank you so much!

ELIAS: Be playful, my friend. I anticipate our next meeting. To you this day, au revoir.

SHERRY: Au revoir.

Elias departs at 3:11 PM.


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