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Sunday, April 24, 2005

<  Session 1762 (Private/Phone)  >

ďDiscussing a Serious Physical Manifestation, Part 2Ē


Participants: Mary (Michael) and Daryl (Ashrah).

(Eliasí arrival time is 18 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good morning.

DARYL: Hi. So, here we are again. I want to start out with a few normal questions, just for a change of pace.

ELIAS: (Laughs) Very well.

DARYL: One of them is, is Edith Lewis a focus of Ashrah?

ELIAS: Observing.

DARYL: Would that be partial?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Adult?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: The next one, I had a dream about Sandel and me, and it involved a house that was called Elliot House. It seemed to be in Virginia, but Iím not sure. Again, it was unclear, but it seemed that Sandel lived back in the past and I knew her then, and then she also, in a later focus, was an architect who fixed it up as a historical landmark.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: So I knew her only in the beginning part?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: And that was in Virginia?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I looked it up on the Internet. Can you tell me if that was the one?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Great. So she was doing a double thing of living there and then restoring it later?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Thatís cool. (Elias chuckles) I saw a movie about a girl who was found in 1970, and she had been tied to a chair and kept in a room for ten out of her thirteen years. I had a dream about her that night, and I wondered if I am observing essence of her?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is that for her whole life?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I also had the feeling that when she was in that room, she was molested.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Was that her brother as opposed to her father?

ELIAS: Both.

DARYL: That wasnít in the movie. That was a really extreme experience. I guess I find that itís interesting. Iím in the middle of another one right now thatís my very own.

Now on to the general thing. I did go to an acupuncturist who also does homeopathy and Chinese herbs. There was definite opposition the first visit but then everything got really nice and turned around the second visit. I feel like I am cooperating with him and his students, and that it is beneficial situation.

ELIAS: I would agree.

DARYL: Would that be a situation where I could cooperate with him in healing myself?

ELIAS: It is possible, yes.

DARYL: But not definite or anything.

ELIAS: That would depend upon your choices and your direction.

DARYL: My direction is kind of the next thing. The last time we spoke, I hadnít decided whether I wanted to disengage or not. After we spoke, I felt like I was aware of my choosing aspect choosing to stay alive. Was that a correct perception?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I went with that, and then every once in while I would have, I donít know, some different feelings, sadness and stuff. Then last week we were supposed to have a session and it was delayed, and at that time, the sadness came back really strongly. It seemed to be sadness related to choices and denying choices and regret over staying alive. I stayed with that on and off for three days. My understanding, the communication from that part or aspect, whatever you want to call it, said that it wanted to die but it was the only part of me that did. Is that accurate?

ELIAS: In this present time framework, yes.

DARYL: The other thing that was not clear to me was in terms of my probable selves. Can I have a probable self that chooses to disengage and the rest of me continues on?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Would that be the same thing as an aspect of me?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is that what I am exploring at this time, then? Iím confused about this...

ELIAS: In this now, yes.

DARYL: ...because I feel split.

ELIAS: You can create several probable selves experiencing different outcomes of this scenario: you can create probable selves that may disengage; you may create one that may not disengage but may continue with the dis-ease; you may create one that creates the stopping of the dis-ease.

Let me express to you, regardless of what probable selves you create and what outcomes they engage, that is not to say that you cannot also create a similar probability in this reality. It is not a situation in which if you create a probable self in a probable reality that moves in a different direction than you are choosing now that that probability is taken, so to speak. In a manner of speaking, it is its own probability. But you can also create a similar, not precisely exact, but a similar probability.

DARYL: So it isnít like an option thatís taken?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: I did not feel myself, at least, change my choice to stay alive. So is that still my choice at this point?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: As part of that choice, I got information that that would, I donít know, be a choice that would involve me finally coming to terms with what Iíve been working toward for months in regard to my choosing aspect, which is the kind of experiences I choose. I do choose kind of intense things. I know I have a problem with the fact that I just spent five years having trouble breathing and then I turn around and give myself cancer. When you talked in New Orleans about what your greatest fear is, at least at this point my greatest fear is what kind of physical manifestation Iím going to create next.

ELIAS: Let me express to you, Ashrah, you create thus far physical manifestation in association with what you would view as serious issues, for physical manifestations are expressions that you genuinely pay attention to and that also motivate you. But thus far, each considerable physical manifestation that you have created has been associated with a serious issue or shrine. Therefore, the physical manifestation matches the intensity of the shrine.

DARYL: So what shrine exactly is associated with this?

ELIAS: What we have been discussing, your beliefs and your associations with medical professions and physicians.

DARYL: It seems like such an impersonal thing to do this, compared to like fear or something.

ELIAS: Ah, but this is quite personal to you.

DARYL: Itís heavily involved in my life, thatís for sure.

ELIAS: And has been associated with much of your experiences. Therefore, it is quite personal.

DARYL: Part of my stuff is pushing it away, feeling like it isnít personal.

ELIAS: Correct, and disassociating yourself.

DARYL: So I gather from what youíre saying about moving through my serious issues that maybe Iím not going to be creating this kind of physical manifestation.

ELIAS: Correct. If you are allowing yourself to dismantle these shrines, you shall not deem it necessary to be creating physical manifestations that match the energy of the shrine.

DARYL: Do I have a lot of shrines left that I donít know about?

ELIAS: I may express to you, this is one of your most ornate shrines, one that is the largest and has been being built throughout the entirety of your focus. Therefore, this would be the most significant shrine. You do incorporate a considerable shrine in association with relationships, but you have already been dismantling that shrine, to an extent. It continues to exist, but it is not as intensely expressed as it was previously.

DARYL: I feel that the way I am working with this shrine about medical beliefs, should I come out relatively okay on the other side, that itís changing my relationship with me, and thatís going to affect everything else.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I know I tend to do extreme things, but it seems like, in a way, itís taking something really extreme so that I can do a lot of stuff at the same time.

ELIAS: I am understanding.

DARYL: Because if I can really make this go away, then I really will have done something about my power and my trust in myself and everything...

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: ...which would then, I would think, affect maybe especially the relationship shrine...

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: ...because my relationship with myself would be so different...

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: ...and actually, with physical reality.

ELIAS: Yes, you are correct. But as I have expressed to you, regardless of what direction you choose or what outcome you choose, you shall realize your power in whatever outcome you engage, for the process is what shall allow you to realize that empowerment.

DARYL: Now, one of the reasons Iím also scared of what kind of thing I create is Iím aware that I value things like fear and pain, I guess emotional and physical pain. Thatís based on what Iíve created so far. But Iím also aware of the turn in my intent from disharmony to harmony Ė but I canít seem to get to the turn in my intent. (Laughs)

ELIAS: But it is already turning.

DARYL: It is?

ELIAS: Yes. That is an element of this process.

DARYL: I thought that might be going on. So far, it hasnít really felt like Iím doing this to hurt me. (Elias chuckles) So again, see, thatís one of my fears about the future or whatever and what I might create, that Iím going to keep creating fear and pain...

ELIAS: Concentrate your attention upon now and stop yourself from projecting futurely.

DARYL: ...because Iím creating a fair amount of pain and stuff now.

ELIAS: Which is enough to address to.

DARYL: One of the things that happened after I felt like I chose to continue was I saw a picture of the lump in that room again, which I hadnít seen for quite awhile, and it was taking things out of the drawers and packing a suitcase. My understanding was that it was going away. So far, there hasnít been any change in that direction, but I also havenít felt like when I felt myself choose for it to go away. It felt like I was just showing myself a new probability that was being created.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Thatís why there hasnít been any actual physical change?

ELIAS: It is a potential, and that is dependent upon what you do now and what you are doing now.

DARYL: I guess Iím confused about what it is that I can do, provided I am choosing to stay alive, what I can choose to turn this around.

ELIAS: I may express to you, the first step is to genuinely be moving into an expression of cooperation rather than opposition.

DARYL: Does that have to do with the MDs, because I feel like I am doing that with the acupuncturist.

ELIAS: Yes, but you are also generating considerable opposition with the other physicians.

DARYL: Yeah, I am. We donít get along at all. I really drew some energy there. (Laughs and sighs) I donít know. I have agreed to go see someone about chemotherapy, although itís still not something...

ELIAS: Agreeing and cooperating are two very different expressions. You may agree and continue to oppose.

DARYL: Well, how can I go in there and talk to that doctor and get more information and not oppose, but still not to want to make that choice? Because it really is not my preference.

ELIAS: You are not generating that type of choice yet. That is another action of projecting to the future.

DARYL: My doctorís telling me that Iíve got this all over my body, and the kind of doctor Iíve created is...

ELIAS: And what are you creating? You are creating a reflection. You opposing, and therefore, you create the manifestation of that opposition. You create the reflection. Allow yourself to genuinely pay attention and view what you are actually creating. You are not creating that opposition with the other physician.

DARYL: I was really trying not to create it the last time I saw this doctor, but after I sat in the room for over an hour waiting to see her and then she sent in someone else to try to not see me at all, I just lost it again. I realized that I created that happening. I also know, the first time I went in I was able to cooperate with people and I had a different experience, but itís...

ELIAS: This is a challenge, and it is personal.

DARYL: I donít know, I feel like I have some kind of thing with her in particular. Even seeing the medical oncologist, one of the reasons I want to do that is because it would be a different energy and maybe I could start over or something.

ELIAS: That is also a possibility.

DARYL: Or I could just completely change my interaction with this one.

ELIAS: You can. But engaging the other physician may interrupt temporarily the opposition that you are expressing with the first physician, and perhaps that may allow you somewhat more of an ease in allowing yourself not to be generating such extreme opposition with this particular physician.

DARYL: So it matters with this particular physician?

ELIAS: What matters is that YOU are generating the opposition and that you are generating being in the position of the victim to this individual.

DARYL: So I feel more like a victim to her than I do to the disease...

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: ...because thatís the way it seems. I feel like I can create the disease different ways, but I feel like thereís only one her. (Laughs)

ELIAS: I am understanding. This is quite challenging, for you are viewing the other individual as a separate individual and that you do not create her reality or her choices or her personality. But in actuality, to an extent, you do. For you are receiving her energy directly, but it is also your choice of how you configure that energy and what you create with it and what projection of her you create. Allow yourself to genuinely evaluate what you are actually doing. What ARE you doing? You are creating the manifestation of your expectations.

DARYL: I did that to some extent with the acupuncture guy, but I was able to turn it around 180 degrees.

ELIAS: Correct, and you can accomplish the same with the other physician. But that is your choice, and it requires that you stop opposing.

DARYL: Easy for you to say! (Laughs)

ELIAS: I am aware. I am aware of the tremendous challenge you are presenting to yourself. I have expressed that this is your greatest shrine, and you have created a physical manifestation that matches the intensity of this shrine. Dismantling this shrine is as challenging as generating the physical manifestation to disappear. There are many directions that you may proceed within and many options and many actions that you may engage or not engage, and there are many outcomes.

This, once again, is a matter of not viewing your reality as a sequence of events but that each action incorporates its own outcome in each moment. One does not necessarily precede another; one does not necessarily follow another. What connects them is the expression of opposition.

What is your greatest irritation?

DARYL: My greatest irritation? Iíve tried to get that, because you say in relation to other people, right? I mean, the greatest irritation in relation to other people?

ELIAS: Yes. You have been presenting it to yourself recently.

DARYL: Does it have to do with people telling me what to do?

ELIAS: Partially, yes.

DARYL: People thinking they know me better than I know myself.

ELIAS: That is another element of it. What also is another factor is you perceiving that you are not being heard or seen, that you are invisible and a non-entity.

DARYL: So thatís part of my biggest irritation?

ELIAS: Yes, which is what you are creating in opposition with this physician.

DARYL: I feel like sheís just dismissed me, that Iím going die because Iím too far gone, anyway, and sheís not responding to my request for information and stuff. Can you tell anything else about not being seen or heard that would be helpful? Or my irritations?

ELIAS: I may express to you, it is worthy of your evaluation. For this may be helpful to you in allowing yourself to stop opposing if you are genuinely allowing yourself to appreciate yourself and value yourself and therefore project that type of energy, rather than projecting your attention outside of yourself and concerning yourself with other individuals, opposing the other individuals, for you are automatically generating this assumption and expectation that the other individuals shall incorporate a particular attitude and a particular expression. You oppose prior to even engaging the other individual. Your opposition begins prior to your even arriving at the location to engage the other individual.

DARYL: The first time I went, I really tried to just rejoin my old world where I was part of the Heath Care Treatment Team, so to speak.

ELIAS: Yes, I am aware, and your experience was quite different.

DARYL: Although even right now Iím on the patient side, is it helpful for me to try to stop opposing by doing something like that?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I saw them as the good guys.

ELIAS: And comrades, rather than the enemy.

DARYL: I know that was effective the first time I went in, but then I wasnít really able to do it after that.

ELIAS: You can. I am aware of the challenge, but you can accomplish.

DARYL: I might come back to this, but I also wanted ask you about imagery of the lump that Iíve been wondering about. Iíve been taking down this energy block that I believe keeps me alive, which actually does so by keeping me invisible or non-existent. Is that connected with me getting a potentially fatal disease while I am taking it down because I feel endangered by taking it down?

ELIAS: That would be your choice. It is not necessary.

DARYL: I mean, is it imagery of that?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I mean, there is a connection between what I am creating in taking down the energy block and creating this?

ELIAS: Yes, there is.

DARYL: Iím not saying it has to that way.

ELIAS: Yes, there is a relationship.

DARYL: Now, in terms of me feeling invisible or non-existent, which was part of my strategy to stay alive and that was part of the energy block, I can kind of develop a new way of being in the world? I feel like I really donít have that way of being so far, like I donít know how to be visible.

ELIAS: I am understanding. But yes, you can create a new perception, one in which you allow yourself that exposure, which we have discussed many times previously.

DARYL: I have been exposing myself a lot lately.

ELIAS: Yes, I am in agreement.

DARYL: So the exposure is going in the direction of helping me create differently and be more visible?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is there anything that you would like to add about that that would help me understand how to move in that direction of being visible and existing and feeling...?

ELIAS: Allow yourself to appreciate what you create in that exposure. You have allowed yourself to create and develop different relationships in friendships that you value and that you appreciate. Without allowing yourself to expose, you would not have created that. Acknowledge yourself for what you have created, rather than generating an apprehension of what you might create.

DARYL: And that would also include what I created with the acupuncturist and his staff?

ELIAS: Yes. Just as opposition may be a powerful expression and quite affecting, appreciation is a VERY powerful expression.

DARYL: I realized, too, that this does go back, the medical shrines, all my life, including in some ways my relationship with my parents.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: (Emotionally) Not getting help from them when I was sick.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: (Emotionally) So is a lot of this... You mentioned before about allowing people to help me...?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I guess I have to be visible to allow that.

ELIAS: (Gently) Yes, my friend, that is correct. (Pause)

DARYL: Part of the energy block thing and the thing concerning my mother, I feel like one of the reasons I am invisible and nonexistent is that I literally gave up my right to my body, in that thereís some kind of, sort of similarity with the lump, that I feel like a lump within my body, in terms that this is my body and Iím invading it or something.

ELIAS: I am understanding.

DARYL: So thatís also correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Thatís imagery to me. Again, not necessary, but thatís what Iím creating?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Like Iím foreign in my own body.

ELIAS: Yes, and this is associated with what we have discussed previously concerning that separation that you have generated between...

DARYL: Yes, because I feel like thatís where it originated.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Weíve been discussing that for almost a year now, and Iím not aware that Iíve made a lot of progress in that, unless this experience in itself is helping me with that.

ELIAS: And it is. In this, I would disagree with you and express to you that you have been generating notable progress in association with lessening that separation of yourself and your physical body. You ARE moving in an expression of acknowledging that your physical body is at least in part an aspect of you.

DARYL: Thatís good to know, that thereís something going on. One of the things that Iím still doing in relation to that is sometimes it seems like when I have pain, thatís a signal that Iím kind of separating from my body. It seems like a lot of times my pain will go away if I intentionally merge with my body, which I started doing last year. Is that a helpful action?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Do you have any other suggestions in that regard in terms of me and my body moving closer together?

ELIAS: Have you been generating your inner landscape?

DARYL: You know, I have trouble with inner landscapes when I try to make them up. The only one that really seems successful to me is the one with the pier that has to do with the energy block. That is something that I seemingly spontaneously generated with you prior to a session.

ELIAS: I am understanding.

DARYL: When I sit down and try to make one up with thought or just let my imagination go, I just canít seem to come up with anything.

ELIAS: Create an inner landscape with your deer. That may be quite easy.

DARYL: I tried doing that before, but it just seems like itís superficial and itís not doing anything.

ELIAS: Ah, do not delude yourself!

DARYL: But thatís what it feels like, though. I mean, it feels like Iím just...

ELIAS: It matters not. It matters not that it FEELS imaginary. It accomplishes many different actions.

DARYL: So I should have the lump be something that the deer eat or... ?

ELIAS: Yes. It may be clover or grass or sweet leaves.

DARYL: They like new ivy leaves and they like certain trees. They pull the branches down and eat the leaves, although they donít like a lot of the stuff that is on the ground.

ELIAS: Or roses.

DARYL: Yeah! I donít like it when they eat my roses! (Both laugh) Thatís why I put up chicken wire all around. They like to eat the buds a week before they bloom. It gets frustrating to see all those buds and then they never bloom. (Laughing) Do I have to sacrifice roses for this?

ELIAS: Perhaps you may generate roses within your inner landscape and allow them to consume the roses within your inner landscape, and thusly distract them from those within your garden.

DARYL: They did seem to really enjoy the roses. One time they actually, in real life, came back twice in one day to eat them. (Elias chuckles)

Also in line with the imagery of what is going on with the lump, Iím still thinking that bleeding means trauma in me, because the last time I saw the doctor and all that opposing was going on, I had a whole lot of bleeding after that and not really any since.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Iíve also got weeping going on, and it keeps bringing to mind that thing you say about denying choices making essences weep.

ELIAS: Yes...?

DARYL: And is that one of the messages in that?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is that me denying my choice to cooperate instead of opposing?

ELIAS: Yes. You are offering yourself considerable information, my friend.

DARYL: Itís just the moving of that information! Itís the opposing I seem to be pretty stuck on. Iím going in to get my body scanned this week. So if I cannot oppose during the scan, that would be helpful, I assume.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Itís easier for me not to oppose the Allied Heath personnel. Itís the doctors that really get me going.

ELIAS: I am understanding, but this is your challenge.

DARYL: Oh, I meant to ask you, do I have a probable self who is a doctor?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I thought I did. Howís she doing through all this?

ELIAS: And perhaps that might be helpful to you also in reminding yourself that as you oppose other individuals, you are also opposing yourself.

DARYL: Okay. I have also created people asking me for years, ďWhy arenít you a doctor?Ē (Elias chuckles) I snarl back at them, ďBecause I donít want to be!Ē (Both laugh) But I figured there would be one of my probable selves traveling in that direction.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Is there any way I could interact with her that would help me stop opposing medical beliefs?

ELIAS: That is quite possible. You may...

DARYL: Is this like a female, a probable self where I could recognize her?

ELIAS: Yes. Probable selves you would recognize, for generally speaking, their appearance is almost the same to your own.

DARYL: I can almost see me in a lab coat, actually. So I could actually request some sort of contact with her?

ELIAS: Yes, and engage a visualization or a meditation or even engage...

DARYL: I could ask her to treat me, couldnít I, like imagination-wise? Or that wouldnít be a good idea?

ELIAS: You could, but I may express to you also, remember that you would actually be generating the actions.

DARYL: Even though it was her?

ELIAS: Correct, but it is...

DARYL: I thought that would be a way to stop opposing quite so much.

ELIAS: Yes, and I am in agreement with that.

DARYL: I mean, that way I could literally visualize someone who basically looks like me, and is me. Iíve already got Dr. Patel sort of doing that. (1) I could ask her to join to the staff!

ELIAS: (Chuckles) Yes, this may be a method that may be helpful to you.

DARYL: Dr. Patel is giving me some kind of special chemotherapy. (Elias laughs) When I asked him what it was like, he showed me bubble wrap and that the bubbles were being popped.

ELIAS: (Laughs) Quite creative!

DARYL: Iím also, of course, asking Shift Assist for assistance. (2) Everybody except the doctor!

ELIAS: An expression of the more the merrier! But the point is to discontinue the opposition with the actual physician that you are physically interacting with.

DARYL: Yes. Iím doing the best that I can so far.

ELIAS: I am aware, and I am acknowledging of you.

DARYL: I made the stakes pretty high, I think, just to really push me to do that.

ELIAS: I would agree.

DARYL: It isnít like I have a hangnail or something. (Elias laughs) When I look down at the lump, the part that I can see, it seems sometimes, moment to moment, that itís changing shape and size.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: So Iím not really imagining it? Sometimes it seems smaller, and I go thatís just wishful thinking. But it is actually changing from moment to moment?

ELIAS: Yes. It actually does alter and fluctuate.

DARYL: So part of that is for me to feel I am affecting of my body, like when Iíve done that before?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is there any other information going on with that?

ELIAS: Generally, it is an acknowledgment to yourself to reinforce your trust that you are actually creating it and you can actually manipulate it.

DARYL: I havenít felt a similar thing really going on on the inside. Sometimes Iím actually scaring myself that thatís not stable and itís going in the direction of getting worse.

ELIAS: In moments, that is correct, but in other moments it is not.

DARYL: This morning it actually seemed like it might be smaller in size, which is the first time.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: So I might enlarge that a little bit so that Iím actually doing that more inside as opposed to just the outside?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: It does give me more of a sense that Iím creating this. Iím okay as long as Iím in the space that I am creating everything. Itís when I get lost in the normal world, so to speak.

ELIAS: I am understanding, and that is an indicator that you are projecting your attention outside of yourself.

DARYL: Then I go into victim: Iím victim of the disease; Iím victim of the doctor; Iím victim of everything.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: There are times when I have pain that lasts for periods of time. Does that indicate opposition or some kind of particular thing? Because normally when Iím trying to merge, thatís one of the particular sharper pains or something, whereas sometimes I get a duller pain for hours.

ELIAS: That is merely associated with the choice of the manifestation.

DARYL: From me choosing to have this manifestation?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I know that this manifestation, as you said, has to do with my soft interaction with self, and I also know that a lot has to do with me getting to know my choosing aspect.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: And I really am, since I made that choice recently about living and stuff. Is there anything you want to say about that, in particular about me getting to know my choosing aspect through this?

ELIAS: I may merely express to you an acknowledgment that you are paying more attention to what you are choosing, but it is also significant that you allow yourself to continue to hold yourself in the now and be present with yourself in the now, rather than project futurely. For at times, you confuse yourself with your choices as you project your attention futurely.

DARYL: Now, when I go in to see this doctor and Iím feeling opposition before I even get there, to me that would seem to be a choice.

ELIAS: It is.

DARYL: I also feel like I am trying to get a handle on this choosing thing and how itís made and stuff. I also think that my choosing aspect chooses things particularly to show them to me, as opposed to not have a choice.

ELIAS: Yes. But also, many times the choices that are engaged are associated with automatic responses and familiarity.

DARYL: But in a sense, am I choosing to go with the automatic responses to show them to myself?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I would imagine, from the way Iím developing this relationship with myself, I could maybe feel myself make the choice to not oppose.

ELIAS: Yes. In that, remember, your most powerful expression is appreciation. Therefore, that is the most powerful expression to dissipate opposition.

DARYL: That would be appreciation for me and what I am creating?

ELIAS: Yes, and what you are doing.

DARYL: And also the world that I am creating, the reality.

ELIAS: Yes, which includes the physicians. (Chuckles)

DARYL: Weíre almost out of time. I do have an appointment to talk to you again in a couple of weeks, and that will be after I get the results of my scans.

ELIAS: Very well.

DARYL: I should have had another opportunity to interact with this particular physician and perhaps the other physician I havenít seen yet. I havenít gotten an appointment for that one yet.

So, is there is anything you would like to add? Otherwise, itís time to say goodbye objectively.

ELIAS: What I shall express to you is to intentionally allow yourself to relax. That is important. And trust yourself.

I shall be anticipating our next meeting and the interaction that we shall share concerning what new information you offer yourself and whether you allow yourself success in not opposing or not. (Chuckles) But I shall be offering my energy to you, also.

DARYL: Well, you know, you guys were in the room last time, but then the doctors came in it all fell apart. So... (Elias laughs) Calmness didnít help!

ELIAS: And whose choice would that be?

DARYL: It couldnít have been mine!

ELIAS: (Laughs) Ah, no!

DARYL: Maybe you could turn up the volume on the calmness. Can you do that?

ELIAS: (Laughs) I shall Ė whether you shall allow it or not is another situation! And we shall see! But I shall be offering my energy to you in playfulness and in appreciation, to remind you to be appreciating also.

DARYL: That would be good. Appreciation, filling the room with appreciation.

ELIAS: Very well. To you, my dear friend, as always I express great encouragement and acknowledgment. In dear friendship and love, au revoir.

DARYL: Au revoir.

Elias departs after 58 minutes.


Endnotes:

(1) The ďDr. PatelĒ that Daryl mentions is the essence of Patel, one of the twelve essences facilitating the Elias energy exchange.

Digests: find out more about Paul/Patel.

(2) Shift AssistĒ is a group of future focuses that Daryl is in contact with who are supportive in our current shifting process. From the Shift Assist Yahoo email group: ďShift Assist is a phrase that anyone can use to request help with what they are experiencing, including understanding themselves and going through the shift in consciousness. Saying this phrase automatically requests help from aspects of your wider self who are ready to help you.Ē


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