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Tuesday, February 09, 1999

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“Dissatisfaction with Self”

“Balancing Intellect and Intuition”

Participants: Mary (Michael), Marcos (Marta), Letty (Castille), and Stella (Cindel).

Elias arrives at 6:16 PM. (Arrival time is 19 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good afternoon! (Smiling)

STELLA: Good afternoon, Elias!

LETTY: Hi, Elias!

MARCOS: Hello, Elias!

ELIAS: (Chuckling) We meet again!

MARCOS: Yes! As always, it’s wonderful to talk to you. I’m surrounded by these two wonderful essences here that are lending energy to this session.

ELIAS: (Chuckling) And we shall see! (Laughter)

MARCOS: I’d like to start with a couple of questions related to health, Elias. I was wondering if you could tell me about something that I’ve been creating very recently.

The first one has to do with a very severe headache, a migraine headache that I experienced when I was here in Los Angeles the last time, and something happened, something important happened that Castille tried to tell me about, but as always, I would prefer just talking to you directly and hearing from you about that experience, because I know it was a big one for me. (8-second pause)

ELIAS: And you are discussing presently which element, that individuals may be understanding your questioning in this direction? (14-second pause) Marta!

MARCOS: Yes, yes!

ELIAS: Clarify for individuals that shall be privy to this information.

MARCOS: I’m sorry. I could not understand that, but I’ve picked up the phone now.

ELIAS: Clarify, that other individuals may understand the information offered.

MARCOS: Yes, that’s fine, Elias. (Brief pause)

ELIAS: I am waiting!

MARCOS: I’m sorry. I guess I could not understand your question. You want me to clarify?

ELIAS: Yes, for other individuals shall be privy to this information, and they shall not be understanding your inquiry.

MARCOS: I see. Okay, let me rephrase the question then. When I experienced what I think was a migraine headache, which I had never experienced before, that night I also had an experience that was very moving, to say the least. I believe that there was some profound movement or change within, and I’m not sure what it is, and I was wondering if you would shed some light on that.

ELIAS: And as we have discussed, you have offered yourself an interaction with essence and have allowed yourself an experience of exchange with essence, in objective terms.

Now; the reason that you have experienced this discomfort within your physical form is that you have allowed yourself to be opening to neurological pathways which previously were not being accessed. This allows you more of an opening and widening to your awareness within your physical experience. Therefore, as you have been – in a manner of speaking – building to this exchange in previous experiences that you have offered to yourself in your projections and also within your dream state, you have allowed yourself within your waking state to objectively participate in the experience of exchange temporarily with yourself, or with essence.

MARCOS: Well, that’s understandable. That makes sense to me. Thank you. Along the same lines with these kinds of experiences, last week I woke up with a very severe pain in my lower back, and I’ve had this experience before. Usually there is something that triggers it, like a hasty movement or I pick up something that’s very heavy, but this last time last week, it was ... I just woke up with it, and I could hardly move. Is this related as well?

ELIAS: In a manner of speaking, but not directly, for in this creation of physical discomfort, you are offering yourself the opportunity to view balance versus imbalance. The reason that you experience this discomfort in this particular location is that you are offering yourself the noticing of your energy and the imbalance of this energy.

In this, as you are not balancing your intuition and your intellect, you are creating of a physical affectingness within your physical area of your back. This area is partially supportive of other areas of your physical form. It is not entirely supportive of your physical body, but it is greatly influencing in the support of your physical form.

In this, as you are allowing your energy to be out of balance, so to speak, in the expressions of the intuition and the intellect, you are affecting of the energy flow, and to be obtaining your attention, you are creating the affectingness within your back.

MARCOS: So is this energy blockage or this pain getting my attention and saying I’m going too far in one direction? In other words, I may have been focusing too much on the intellect, and not following or paying attention to my intuition?

ELIAS: Correct. This situation is quite common within physical focus, and individuals direct energy in many different types of expressions in relation to this particular situation.

You have chosen to be directing your energy to the physical area of your back, for you are imaging this energy to yourself in an area that is partially supportive to your physical form, and in this, what you are expressing to yourself is that your supportiveness within yourself is unbalanced, for you are leaning more heavily in the area of the intellect and not incorporating the balance of the intuition.

MARCOS: Well, this makes a lot of sense and is directly tied to another question I want to ask you, but before I do that one ... the last question on health. About twenty-some years ago, I created a lot of allergies when I was living in Arizona. When I moved to Mexico City, I basically stopped creating them, and I’ve started once again very recently, and I’m not sure why. My guess is that at that time, I had, I think, a very low self-esteem, and I was not accepting myself. Is this true once again?

ELIAS: In this, what you are creating partially is a dissatisfaction with self and with your physical location, and you are imaging this to yourself through your creation of reaction, so to speak. As you had created this same type of physical reaction, in a manner of speaking, previously, both elements held an involvement at that time period also. It is not merely the situation of not feeling a trust in self or an acceptance of self, but also is quite involving your own dissatisfaction with your actual physical location. In this, you create an extreme type of response and reaction to the physical location that you reside within, that this may gain your attention and motivate you to be altering – or to be looking to alterations – of your physical location.

MARCOS: Well, this is incredible. I think with one reply, one answer, you answered a whole string of questions. Everything is just tied to the other, which the other question I had is exactly tied into this, which is my dissatisfaction and my frustration with the Casa Blanca affair that we talked about several months ago. The question, though, is almost irrelevant, because the answer is very clear, and all of this is tied together.

I guess the thing I wanted to discuss with you is, this is very much with my intent, I believe, which is again movement, which is getting dissatisfied after a period of time in one location and wanting to come across new places, new people, new information ... and a willingness to move. I mean, it’s very clear. I guess I don’t even have a question, Elias. You’ve been extremely ... this has been extremely helpful and very clarifying.

ELIAS: Let me also express to you, Marta, that you lean in the direction of not merely creating certain irritations within your focus as you become dissatisfied with your physical location, but you also move yourself into the area of boredom, and begin seeking out new elements of excitement within your focus.

Now; as you allow yourself to move into these types of expressions, you also incorporate more of an imbalance within your intuition and intellect, for you become restless, and in this restlessness, you are not allowing yourself the quietness to be paying attention to your own communications, and in a manner of speaking, you begin to be stirring your own pot, so to speak.

In this, you distract yourself, and at times are creating confusion and conflict within yourself, for you are not listening to your own directedness. Therefore, I caution you in this area of allowing yourself to be entering into this state of boredom and restlessness.

Be paying attention to what you are creating presently and be responsive to the information that you are offering to yourself within imagery and communication of essence, that you may efficiently be creating of new directions without incorporating conflict and trauma as you have chosen to be creating previously.

The point of offering this information to you is that you may be viewing yourself and allowing yourself to be creating of your reality more efficiently, widening your awareness and opening to your own communications, which shall be eliminating of your conflict and of any creations of trauma.

As you move more into the momentum of this shift in consciousness, these elements may present themselves more intensely than they have presented themselves previously.

There are many waves in consciousness that are occurring, and individuals as yourself may find this quite easy, to be allowing your own energy to move WITH the energy of these waves. But this may be creating of conflict at times if you are accessing these energy waves within the direction of your own dissatisfactions and frustrations and boredom, and your own restlessness.

In this, you are assimilating and assuming the energy which is lent en masse, but as you are not allowing yourself a balance and a quietness, this influx of energy may be quite disruptive to your focus.

Now; if you are recognizing the growing intensity of these energy waves within consciousness as this shift gains momentum, you may be accessing this energy and you may be using this energy in benefit to yourself, to be creating of your reality much more easily and efficiently, to be attaining more of your wants and your desires, rather than creating of confusion and conflict.

Are you understanding?

MARCOS: Aye aye, Captain! I think I’d just like to ride the waves with you and the others on board! (Elias chuckles)

I have one other question, I think, to basically wrap up. I’ve been feeling that my time in this – let’s say the Casa Blanca affair – is pretty much at an end, although as you and I talked before, I do want to make a difference. I do want to see it through. Am I nearing this conclusion, or am I holding on to something that I should let go of now?

ELIAS: Let me express to you that as you allow yourself the expression of becoming more and more accepting of self, you shall be accomplishing within your intent and you shall be accomplishing of the very want and desire that you seek in your interaction with other individuals, and lending energy to the movement within this shift in consciousness.

I may not stress to you enough the importance of focusing your attention upon self and allowing yourself to be accepting and trusting of self, for this is ultimately the most influencing action that you may be engaging within physical focus.

You continue in this direction and have not accomplished the fullness of this action yet. Therefore, you continue within your sojourn in your process, so to speak, of allowing yourself to be more accepting of self and to be understanding more of your own communication of essence to focus. In this, you may more efficiently be creating of your intent.

Many individuals, and yourself also, move their attention in the direction of the expression of “Enough!” when they are experiencing restlessness and boredom and dissatisfaction with certain elements of their focus.

Now; let me be reminding you that this is temporary and is merely a distraction for yourself, that you may divert your attention away from self and preoccupy yourself with ideas of not continuing within your participation of this shift in consciousness.

I express to you that within the probabilities that you are creating and you are choosing presently, you are merely within a state of flux presently, but you shall be continuing within your creation of your adventure, for there are more elements that you are choosing to be accomplishing in relation to not merely self, but also to this shift in consciousness.

Are you understanding?

MARCOS: Very much so. This is very clear. This is wonderful ... wonderful! It’s very, very helpful, Elias. Thank you so very much.

ELIAS: You are quite welcome, and I may express to you also that you may be offering my greetings to Isabel, for I am interactive with her and continue to be, and anticipate our meeting once again.

MARCOS: Thank you. You read my mind! I was going to ask you about any words for Isabel. I had a wonderful, wonderful time with her this last weekend, and we feel you in our presence so often and we talk about you so much, and she’s just teaching me so much as well. Thank you. I will relay your regards.

I wonder ... Castille and Cindel are here, and they would like to ask you a question. Is that alright?

ELIAS: Very well.

LETTY: Hello, Elias!

ELIAS: Bon jour!

LETTY: My question is because you were speaking about Isabel. Last week – and I believe it was her – I felt a blanket of energy cover me while I was asleep, but I was in a wakeful state, and I guess I wanted validation.

ELIAS: Correct. (13-second pause)

LETTY: Hello?


LETTY: Was that Isabel?

ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.

LETTY: Thank you very much!

ELIAS: You are very welcome.

STELLA: Hi, Elias! Like, you know that I could not go from this meeting without saying “hi” to you, right? I’ve been hearing your acknowledgment over and over and over.

Listen, Elias, I have one more question, and this is in regard to Marcos, because he was talking about ... he was concerned about somebody giving a grading to something that he’s working on, and the way he’s put it to me was that this was the way it was going to be, and he already had the grading of #4. And I kept saying, “Why are you believing it’s #4? Because somebody else told you? Why couldn’t it be changed?”

And so therefore, can you elaborate a little bit on this? Because I have an understanding, but I don’t know quite how to tell Marcos.

ELIAS: These are elements, once again, of trusting in self and recognizing your own communication of essence and listening to these communications. There are elements that may be fixed, in a manner of speaking, or may be altered, in another manner of speaking.

It matters not. Where the importance is held is that you are allowing yourself to be quieting self and listening to your own communications and incorporating your intuition, and this shall be creating of more efficient movement. (9-second pause)

STELLA: Hi, Elias. Thank you so much. I guess we got an understanding of that.

MARCOS: Thank you so much again, Captain! It’s been wonderful, and we will continue to interact with you as well.

ELIAS: I offer the suggestion to you that you be aligning your energy centers within your physical form, and in this action and exercise, you may also offer yourself a clearer understanding of how you are manipulating your own energy to be affecting of certain areas of your physical form. This may be helpful to you futurely, as you may be creating of similar actions in the situation of imbalance with your intellect and intuition.

In this, as you allow yourself to be noticing and connecting with your own energy centers, you shall clearly notice when certain energy centers are being affected and are not spinning in harmony with your other energy centers.

This may also be helpful to you in certain expressions that you create – such as your allergic responses – in conjunction with noticing why you are creating of these affectingnesses in your own communications with yourself.

As I have stated, you may be viewing this restlessness that you are experiencing, which is directly related to your physical location and also your occupation, in which you hold frustration and restlessness within. These are all lending, contributing factors, in a manner of speaking, to what you are physically creating.

MARCOS: It makes a lot of sense. Once again, thank you very much, my friend.

ELIAS: You are very welcome. I anticipate our next meeting, and you may be incorporating Isabel within our next meeting, for I shall be anticipating interaction with her also.

MARCOS: We’ll be there.

ELIAS: To you this day, I offer much encouragement, and am lending of my energy to you in your accomplishments. I offer to you much affection, and express to you a very loving au revoir.

ALL: Bye, Elias!

Elias departs at 6:51 PM.

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