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Friday,
June 09, 2000
“Exploring
Sensitivity” “Unique
is Wondrous!” Participants: Mary (Michael)
and a new participant, Patricia (Liva). Elias arrives at 3:18 PM.
(Arrival time is 28 seconds.) ELIAS: Good afternoon! (Grinning) PATRICIA: (Hesitantly) Hello. ELIAS: Welcome! PATRICIA: Hi. (Elias chuckles) ELIAS: And you have questions? PATRICIA: Nice to meet you. ELIAS: And you also! (Grinning) PATRICIA: Okay, I have questions. ELIAS: Very well. You may proceed. PATRICIA: Were you aware of me before
today, in my terms? ELIAS: (Chuckling) In your terms – in
my terms – yes. PATRICIA: Really? (Giggling, and Elias
chuckles) For how long? ELIAS: Time is relative to your
physical dimension. Therefore, the length of time is insignificant. As to my
identification with you and my knowing of you, I know you in essence, and
therefore, it is irrelevant as to the time factor, so to speak. (Chuckling) PATRICIA: (Laughing) Okay! Well, I’ve made
some questions, as you may know. What is my essence name? ELIAS: Essence name, Liva; L-I-V-A. (lee’vah) PATRICIA: That sounds like a female name. ELIAS: It may be interpreted in your
language [as] holding the female gender. PATRICIA: It’s a pretty name. I like it!
(Laughing) That’s funny! How many earth focuses do
I have? (Pause) ELIAS: Four hundred twenty-seven. PATRICIA: Twenty-seven! Four hundred
twenty-seven. I remark on that because 27 as a number seems
to occur in my life all the time, like I see it around. What is with that?
Why do I see the number 27 all the time? Do you understand what I mean? ELIAS: Yes. You offer this particular
number to yourself in what you may term to be objective imagery. All that you
encounter within your physical waking state may be identified as objective
imagery, and in this, imagery that you draw to yourself is significant to
YOU. Now; this particular
number may be associated with identifications in relation to numerology. It
may also be associated with certain aspects of astrology. In this, you identify the
number of focuses also, in this particular dimension, that
you may easily be accessing if you are so choosing, and that would be also
the number 27. PATRICIA: Whoa! ELIAS: Essences manifest multiple
focuses in each time framework. In each time framework – or in most time
frameworks in relation to each essence – there are some manifestations that
are more easily accessed, in what you term to be “connecting to objectively,” than other focuses. Within this time
framework presently, your essence manifests seven focuses. Those other six
focuses of your essence within this present time framework would not be as
easily accessed by you as another focus within another time framework. PATRICIA: Really! ELIAS: For the action that the essence
incorporates in multiple manifestations in any given time framework
incorporates a slightly different element of tone with each manifestation,
offering each focus a uniqueness and a type of veil
which is created between them that allows them each to move freely and
experience within the purity of their individual experiences. In this manner, each
focus does not become confused within its identity as it may overlap with
another focus within a particular time framework. Therefore, it is quite
purposeful that there is this veil, so to speak, between the different
focuses of any given time framework. Now; each of those
manifestations holds a similar tone to another manifestation within a
different time framework. Therefore, those focuses are easily accessed by
each other. PATRICIA: Okay, I think I follow that – I
think I do. You mentioned numerology and astrology, and I was going to ask
about that. Often I’ll meet people,
and I won’t ... okay, let’s say, like one time I was standing in line waiting
to go to a club, and I was just kind of staring off into the distance,
focusing in one way, I mean mentally thinking in one way, not that I could
tell you what it was. But I just got the urge to ask the kid in front of me,
“Hey, when’s your birthday?” And he says, “Tomorrow!” I was like, oh really?
That’s kind of cool, you know? But the question is, I’ve
read a lot about astrology, and I seem to be able to pick up on the signs,
so-called. And so is there a truth, like a rock-bottom truth, to these people
patterns within astrology? Because I really seem to have come to like a
connection with it, but I don’t know if that’s just because I believe it, or
it’s true. ELIAS: I shall express to you, the
principals or the identifications of what you define as astrology stem, in a
manner of speaking, from truth. In this, through your belief systems and your
viewing of your universe, so to speak, physically, you have inverted or
reversed the actual identification of the action which occurs. In the study, so to
speak, of astrology, you believe that the universe, as an entity separate
from yourself, is guiding and creating patterns that you, as individuals in
this dimension, follow or align with. In actuality, what is occurring is that
you as the individuals create the design, and you project outwardly. The universe IS you.
Therefore, the planets, the stars, all of your cosmic creations, so to speak,
are extensions of you and your energy, and THEY mirror YOU, not you mirroring
them. In this, as you look to
certain movements of your planets, and you assign certain behaviors to
yourselves in relation to those planets, you have reversed your idea of the
action. It is not the planets
that move in a particular configuration, and you respond. YOU move in a
particular design, and collectively you also affect and move your planets. PATRICIA: That’s way cool! (Elias
chuckles) Okay. What is my essence family name? ELIAS: Essence family, Sumafi; alignment in this focus, Sumari. PATRICIA: Oh, really! Yet from what you’ve
said in other sessions, okay. (Elias chuckles) I am
understanding. (Giggling) How are you? ELIAS: As always! (Grinning) PATRICIA: Yeah? Do I have a focus as a
female doctor, or maybe chemist, in perhaps the 1800s? (Pause) ELIAS: Yes. PATRICIA: Hmm. I ask that because I saw
her in a dream, or in dream imagery, and she was mixing chemicals. I thought
she was going to kill someone. I felt from her, which is me but another me, that she was going to kill this man. Just out of
curiosity, did she? (Pause) ELIAS: In the offering of what you may
term to be potion, indirectly, yes. (Grinning) PATRICIA: (Laughing) I would never do
that! ELIAS: HA HA HA HA HA! PATRICIA: But this personality had no
remorse! Okay.... (Laughing, and Elias chuckles) ELIAS: Let me express to you, at times
it may be viewed as valuable to you to allow yourself to be “connecting with”
– so to speak, in objective terms – another focus of your essence which you
may deem to be “shady” or of less moral conviction than yourself, for this
offers you the opportunity to view more aspects of yourself. This allows you to view
that choices are merely choices – they are not necessarily good or bad – and
that the choices that individuals create to be incorporating certain
experiences are merely that – choices. Now; this is also
valuable that you allow yourself to view another focus that you deem to be
shady or bad, for in that, many times you thusly allow yourself to view that
that is an aspect of you, but it is, in a manner of speaking, within your
perception, removed from you. In that assessment, you
may look to yourself as you are exploring your movement into acceptance of
self, and you may be creating that acceptance with more ease, for you
automatically create comparisons, and in these comparisons, you may be
viewing another focus and you may be expressing to yourself, “I am not quite
THAT bad!” PATRICIA: (Laughing, and Elias chuckles)
I’m very aware of my dream life. I have them all down in a book and I analyze
them, and lately I’ve been getting dream imagery involving the mall. Do you
know what the mall is? The mall is like, it’s a big
shopping area, an area of commerce where lots of different people go. But it’s
been coming up in my dreams a lot lately, and I’d like to know the
significance of that. Is it symbolism that I create, just me, or is it a
collective symbol? Because I often meet people there, and it seems as if it’s
a place in the dream world, ‘cause you know, I’m always going to these malls.
I have more to that question, but is this a legitimate place in the dream
world? ELIAS: First of all, let me offer to
you a distinction within your idea of this dream world. Within your dream
state, what you are in actuality creating is your allowance to be moving into
what we may term to be Regional Area 2. PATRICIA: Yeah, Framework 2! ELIAS: In that area of consciousness,
you do create actual probable realities, and in these probable realities, you
create actual places also, which hold equal solidity and form and matter as
THIS reality that you view within your objective awareness. Now; in this action that
you are creating with what you term to be your mall within your dream state,
you are creating imagery in relation to two actions simultaneously. One
action may be identified, figuratively speaking, as a type of in-between
movement and introduction, as you allow yourself to move closer to the
engagement of visiting what we have identified as the city. Now; you may be inquiring
of Michael, and he may be offering you information concerning the city. Many
individuals that participate within this forum also allow themselves
interaction within this particular city. You have not quite
incorporated the movement of allowing yourself to move fully into the actual
projection to this city, but you have created an interim location, an
in-between location which you have designed ... PATRICIA: Me? ELIAS: Yes. ... in
your imagery, which offers you the opportunity to be interconnecting and interacting
with other individuals who are also projecting within consciousness. PATRICIA: Okay. (Laughing, and Elias
chuckles) Cool! I seem to be very active in the dream state. (Elias grins)
Yeah! Do you think? ELIAS: Let me express to you, all
individuals create tremendous activity within their dream state. This time
framework is ... PATRICIA: Really fun! ELIAS: ... incorporated in your reality
to offer you the opportunity to be moving into a direct communication
subjectively with essence and all of consciousness. You allow yourself much
less limitation within your dream state, and in this, you also allow yourself
to move more freely through your beliefs. They are not quite as influencing
of you and your choices within your dream state as they may appear within your
waking state. You offer yourself much information and communication within
your dream state. Now; many individuals do
not offer themselves the action of recall of their dream activity, but they
are engaging this activity regardless. Some individuals allow themselves to
be recalling their dream imagery more frequently and more fully than other
individuals. Now; I shall also express
to you that two of the three orientations within this particular dimension
allow themselves to be recalling objectively their dream imagery more easily
than the one. PATRICIA: And those would be? ELIAS: The intermediate and the soft. PATRICIA: So, which one am I? ELIAS: Soft. PATRICIA: I am? ELIAS: Yes. PATRICIA: Whoa! (Elias chuckles) Whoa! ELIAS: Now; let me express to you,
recall of dream imagery is an objective action. The incorporation of
identification of your dream imagery, in terms that you understand or in
images that you may identify, is also an objective action. Individuals that
incorporate the orientation of soft are accustomed to this action, for they
create this type of action continuously throughout their focus, of moving
their attention in and out of their objective and subjective awarenesses. Therefore, they interplay their objective
awareness within their dream activity quite frequently, which offers them
also an ease in recall of dream imagery. Intermediate individuals
allow themselves a recall of dream imagery quite frequently, for the dream
state is in actuality a subjective movement, and intermediate individuals focus
their attention subjectively. Therefore, they create an ease in their
identification of dream state. Those individuals of intermediate may also
allow themselves to be connecting with much information through dream state.
They may be accessing information of other focuses and other areas of
consciousness and other types of experiences much more easily within the
dream state than they may allow themselves within waking state. As soft, you may be
incorporating either action. You may choose to be incorporating these types
of activities within your waking objective state, or you may incorporate
other states of subjective movement and you may access information as easily. PATRICIA: Really?! Well, that is ... very
... cool. (Elias chuckles) Did you know that I just couldn’t find the word? ELIAS: (Chuckling) You may be relaxing.
I shall not bite you! Ha ha ha!
And you shall not dematerialize in our interaction! Ha ha
ha ha ha!
(17-second pause) PATRICIA: Do you know what I’m thinking? ELIAS: (Warmly) I shall express to you
that I do not read thoughts. Therefore, you may be safe within yourself. I am
not identifying your thought process. I interact with your energy – your
essence and this manifestation of your essence – which I may express to you is quite wonderfully configured! PATRICIA: Thank you. ELIAS: You are very welcome.
(Chuckling) PATRICIA: Do you mean I’m cute? ELIAS: (Chuckling) I may express to you
that you incorporate a wonderful expression of energy that offers a lightness
which may be accessed by other individuals also. PATRICIA: A lightness? ELIAS: Yes. In offering yourself an
expression of freedom of movement, you also create a lightness of your
energy, a floating of your energy, which may be quite refreshing to some
individuals! PATRICIA: Really? (Elias chuckles) Thank
you for the compliment. I’ve never received one quite like that! Okay, you say that there
are thought and emotionally based people. I guess that I’m emotionally based. ELIAS: You are correct. PATRICIA: Okay. I’d also guess that that’s
rare – rare among people – to be emotionally based. ELIAS: No. PATRICIA: Oh, really? ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha! PATRICIA: It doesn’t seem that way! I feel
like I’m the most emotional person! How does everyone else hide it so well?
(Laughing) ELIAS: (Grinning) Now; let me express
to you, the reason that you identify yourself differently in this expression
of emotional focus is that you incorporate both emotional focus and soft
orientation. Therefore, you also exhibit more, objectively speaking, of an
expression of emotion, and you focus your attention more fully in the
expression of emotion. PATRICIA: Oh. (Pause) As a soft
orientation, I do feel very different, like it definitely sets me apart.
(Elias nods) Yeah? ELIAS: And I shall express to you that
in interaction with other individuals that hold this same orientation, you
may discover that they also experience this unusualness or differentness or
strangeness. PATRICIA: (Laughing) Okay, ‘cause I’ve
always been those things! ELIAS: (Gently) Let me express to you
also, you are none of which. You are perfect in your being as you are. You
merely feel different, for you are attempting to fit yourself into the
expression of what you view to be the norm, so to speak, and you do not fit
within that configuration. Therefore, as you allow
yourself to be offering yourself permission to express your energy in the
manner that it naturally flows, and are not creating this continuous
comparison between yourself and other individuals and their perceptions, you
may allow yourself much more of a freedom. PATRICIA: Yeah. (Elias chuckles) I think
I’ve been getting that lately. As I’ve been offering myself information, I’ve
been understanding that I need to move in that
direction, if you will. Okay, I’d like to ask
you, do I have a connection in a focus besides this one with a boy named Jesse?
Do you know who I’m talking about? (Pause) ELIAS: Yes. PATRICIA: I do? ELIAS: Yes. In actuality, you interact
with this individual in several focuses, in different configurations of
relationships. (Pause) Within two focuses that you share together, you create
an exceptional expression of conflict. PATRICIA: Really! Ha! ELIAS: Within the other focuses that
you share together, you create a different
expression in friendship and what you physically term to be closeness. PATRICIA: Really! That’s interesting. I
don’t know if you are aware, but in this focus, I found myself having a
relationship with this person, and the relationship seemed to be very ...
fated? (Elias smiles and nods) You gave a little nod to me. ELIAS: I am
understanding of what you are expressing. PATRICIA: Okay,
and it also seems that the relationship is not meant to be continuing, like
I’m very much supposed to go my own way? Elias, I wish I could put this very
simply ... I seem to have a huge crush on this person. Can you give me any
information here? ELIAS: As I have stated, you have
created other focuses in which you create a relationship of closeness, and
you allow yourself an objective recognition of this. Let me express to you,
regardless of what you create within other focuses in relation to any individual, that does not dictate what you create in THIS
focus. Your movement in this focus is not the same as your movement in other
focuses. Each focus, each manifestation, creates its own individual, unique
line of probabilities and movement and its own choices. Therefore, you are
not subject to or “locked into” any type of expression in relation to the
other focuses that you hold and the other interactions that you engage with
another individual in other focuses. This is not to say that
you may not be recognizing of what you within your common vernacular identify
as “connections,” for you do. You objectively recognize that you hold certain
draws to some individuals or that you are repelled by other individuals. [With] some individuals,
you may feel within you and sense within you quite strongly this
interconnectedness, for you are allowing yourself slightly more of a recognition objectively of what you may be engaging in
other focuses. But do not confuse
yourself with the thought process that may express to you that you hold an
obligation to be interactive – or continuing to be interactive – with any
individual merely for the reason that you engage them within other focuses,
for this energy is not dictating your actions or choices or behaviors. PATRICIA: Okay. (45-second pause) At this
point, I don’t seem to have much in common with people around me ... well,
we’re both physical. But there’s definitely something lacking, and it’s ... I
don’t know. (Crying) I think it could be partially this moral conviction-ness that I have, or it could be,
I’m extremely sensitive. I don’t know which. I just don’t know quite what to
do about it. Can you offer me any insight, and do you know what I’m talking
about? ELIAS: Yes. PATRICIA: Okay, thank you. It’s very heartening
to me to have someone who knows what I’m talking about. (Elias leans forward
and smiles) ELIAS: Now, shall you breathe? (Jen
takes a deep breath) And again. (Deep breath) This is not quite so very
difficult. (Smiling warmly) (Gently) Let me express
to you, you may be assured, first of all, I am
understanding of what you are expressing, and also, there is no
expression but acceptance in this interaction. Therefore, it matters not what
you express. None of what you offer is wrong or bad or less than adequate,
and you need not be struggling so very intensely to be controlling your
expression. It is acceptable. I am
understanding of your identification of sensitivity. Let us view this
sensitivity. There are some
individuals that manifest within this physical dimension that exhibit what
you in physical terms identify as extreme sensitivity. This is another
expression that sets them apart, so to speak, or creates what the mass views
as a difference, and of course, within your mass belief systems – even within
your individual belief systems – difference is not good. (Chuckling) And this
is the point of this shift ... PATRICIA: Thank god. ELIAS: ... that you all recognize
difference, and that you realize in your reality an acceptance. Now; let us begin in the
direction of the beginning, which is the acceptance of self. One of the most
influencing elements of energy, with yourself and with other individuals that
exhibit this same type, so to speak, of extreme sensitivity, is your
identification of your difference and your lack of acceptance of that
difference. For what you are
projecting is an assessment of yourself – that you
exhibit a particular type of behavior, and that behavior is different from
other individuals, in your view of comparison, and once you have assessed
that difference, you immediately also discount yourself. You attempt to be
altering your expression and configuring your behavior to be more compatible
and more in like expression to other individuals. You also continue to
chastise and discount yourself as you fail at your attempts to be fitting
yourself into the mold of this elusive norm, so to speak. Therefore, what you
project is the energy that expresses that you are not acceptable for you are
different, and as you project this energy, you create this beacon that draws
to yourself the reinforcement of that belief. PATRICIA: Oh! ELIAS: I have expressed to you that you
exhibit a wondrous quality of lightness in your energy. Now; this may appear
contradictory, for within the identifications of many individuals, they may
express to themselves and to each other that if you are discounting of
yourself, you are also projecting a heaviness in
energy, and you do not. You create a lightness within your energy, and a
projection of your energy in a configuration, which if you are so choosing to
be incorporating comparisons, you may compare this configuration of energy to
that of a blossoming flower, with its delicacy and its lightness, but also
quite exhibiting, in all of its flare, its beauty. This is the energy that
you exhibit, but you also project with that energy an expression of a lack of
acceptance. Think to yourself of a
frail little flower, and the beauty of its little petals. Now; what shall your
assessment be if you place this tiny flower, in its delicacy, into the hand
of an immense being? You may become fearful that its delicateness may be
crushed, not necessarily through intention, but merely in interaction with
it, for its form is exhibited in such delicacy. I offer this analogy to
you quite purposefully, for you project yourself, in your being and your
energy, as this tiny little flower. PATRICIA: Am I, though? Or do I choose to
project that? ELIAS: Your energy, your expression of
yourself, is naturally this configuration of energy. PATRICIA: Okay, I follow. ELIAS: This is not bad! What creates a confusion is that in like manner to that small flower
that may be so easily crushed, in your view, you view yourself in this
expression of sensitivity to also be easily damaged. PATRICIA: Yes ... and it’s not necessarily
so? ELIAS: What I am expressing to you is
that this flower may be much more resilient than you believe it to be. Let us view this flower
once again. Allow yourself a visualization of a small flower. Now; as it exhibits itself
within your earth, also allow yourself to envision the violence of a storm –
pelting rain, thunderous winds. The force of the energy of these expressions
may appear to you to hold the ability to crush this little flower, but as the
storm recedes, you may view that the little flower continues to exist and
blossom. It may bend within the force of the storm. It may APPEAR to be
damaged. But in actuality, it merely has bent, and it springs forth once
again and produces itself quite strongly in its delicacy. What I am expressing to
you is that you express this lightness, but you also hold the fear that this
expression of sensitivity creates a vulnerability, which allows the potential
for damage or crushing or hurtfulness to yourself. Therefore, you also view
that you need be placing this light energy beneath a dome to be protecting
it. You hold already a
natural dome in your energy field, and that energy field holds tremendous
strength, even in its expression of lightness, and in fragility and in
sensitivity. Now ... and I shall
express to you, if you concern yourself with this time element once more, I
shall be forced to be exhibiting a stoppage of the time framework! Ha ha! PATRICIA: (Laughing) Well, that would be
neat! ELIAS: It matters not – we shall
continue! PATRICIA: Yes, please! ELIAS: I shall discontinue as I am
ended. PATRICIA: Okay ... okay! ELIAS: (Chuckling) Very well. Now; in this, what I
express to you is that you allow yourself the opportunity to view this
natural expression of your energy, and in your viewing, allow yourself an
appreciation of this expression. Allow yourself the
permission to be appreciating of your natural expression in its sensitivity,
in its glorious sentimentality – which is a wondrous expression! – and in the
fullness of its lightness, and in that, also allow yourself the recognition
that toughness is not necessarily strength, and that you incorporate a
tremendous strength in that sensitivity. As you allow yourself to
be moving into an acceptance of yourself and your natural expression, and
allow yourself to view the gloriousness of your being, you shall also begin
to project that beacon outwardly, and in that, other individuals shall draw
to you in that viewing, not in the viewing of discounting yourself and not in
the expression of reinforcing your difference, which you view to be negative. Difference is the
expression of unique, and unique is wondrous! Let me express to you,
many, many individuals believe themselves to be the same, and they are all
unique. You are all individual, you are all unique, and you are all glorious!
Therefore, revel in your uniqueness! (Short pause) Shall you practice? PATRICIA: How? ELIAS: (Chuckling, and Jen laughs) How
shall you practice.... PATRICIA: I think I do when I dance,
sometimes. ELIAS: You are correct! You allow
yourself a freedom of movement, without comparison ... to an extent!
(Chuckling, and Jen laughs) But you do allow yourself a freedom in
expression, and an incorporation of an acceptance of your expression. PATRICIA: I do dome a little when I dance,
don’t I? (Laughing) ELIAS: To an extent, yes. (Chuckling) Now; you may practice in
your expression in first, noticing. Allow yourself to be noticing in those
time frameworks in which you are “doming,” (chuckling) and as you create that
action and you create your dome, allow yourself momentarily to practice
removing the dome, even momentarily. PATRICIA: How? ELIAS: By allowing yourself to express
permission to yourself that you are acceptable, even momentarily. PATRICIA: Acceptable to who?
To me? ELIAS: And to your universe. Acceptable
to yourself, acceptable to your world, acceptable to every individual around
you, and yourself, even momentarily. I am not expressing to
you an enormous exercise which is not accomplishable to you now. I am merely
expressing that you allow yourself to be noticing when you are creating your
dome, and periodically, momentarily, allow yourself to remove your dome
merely for a moment. Offer yourself one moment of freedom in not being
enclosed, one moment in which you do not incorporate the fear of other
individuals’ perceptions. Let me express to you, I
shall be greatly acknowledging of you in energy if you create ONE moment
before our next meeting – even one moment. That is enough practice. And other
than that one moment, merely allow yourself to be noticing. Noticing is helpful, for
as you allow yourself to notice what you are creating, you allow yourself
objectively to be more aware, and as you are more aware, you also may be
noticing the areas and the expressions [in] which you ARE creating freedoms
and you ARE offering yourself permission to be expressing yourself in your
natural flow. You may also continue
interaction with Michael. This may be helpful. I express to you that he holds
an adequate understanding objectively of this orientation and its
expressions. He also holds an adequate understanding of the expressions of
emotionally focused individuals, for he offers himself many, many, many
experiences in interaction with them! Ha ha ha ha ha!
(Elias is cracking himself up again!) This may be helpful to
you in reinforcement to you temporarily, as you allow yourself to move into
your OWN expression of validation. PATRICIA: Okay. Thank you very much. ELIAS: You are very welcome. Shall we
be in agreement? PATRICIA: Yes. ELIAS: Very well. I shall anticipate
interacting with you futurely, and I shall offer
you energy as you move in the interim. PATRICIA: Thank you. ELIAS: You are very welcome. As you
wish, you may call upon me, and I shall respond in an expression of energy to
be encouraging of you. Agreed? PATRICIA: Thank you. (Crying) ELIAS: You are very welcome. Now go and
be the beauteous little flower that you are! PATRICIA: (Whispering) Thank you. ELIAS: You are very welcome, my friend.
I shall discontinue this day, and you have much to assimilate. PATRICIA: Yes, I do! (Laughing) ELIAS: (Chuckling) To you in tremendous
affection, au revoir. PATRICIA: (Sighing and whispering) Bye. Elias departs at 4:29 PM.
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